FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137  
138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   >>  
in the little room was the only sound that came from one of the grimmest battle-fields from which the soul of a woman ever emerged alive. To the first rush of cowardly tears Mary had yielded utterly. She had fallen across the high-puffed feather mattress of the bed, shivering in humble gratitude at her escape from the horror of blindness. The grip of his claw-like fingers on her throat came back to her now in sickening waves. The blood was still trickling from the wound which his nails had made when she tore them loose in her first mad fight for breath. She lifted her body and breathed deeply to make sure her throat was free. God in heaven! Could she ever forget the hideous sinking of body and soul down into the depths of the black abyss! She had seen the face of Death and it was horrible. Life, warm and throbbing, was sweet. She loved it. She hated Death. Yes--she was a coward. She knew it now, and didn't care. She sprang to her feet with sudden fear. He might attack her again to make sure that her soul had been completely crushed. She crept to the door and felt its edges. "Yes, thank God, there's a place for the bar!" She shivered. She ran her trembling fingers carefully along the rough logs and found it in the corner. She slipped it cautiously into the iron sockets, staggered to the bed and dropped in grateful assurance of safety for the moment. She buried her face in the pillow to fight back the sobs. How great her fall! She could crawl on her hands and knees to Jane Anderson now and beg for protection. The last shred of pretense was gone. The bankrupt soul stood naked and shivering, the last rag torn from pride. What a miserable fight she had made, too, when put to the test! Ella had at least proved herself worthy to live. The scrub-woman had risen in the strength of desperation and killed the beast who had maimed her. She had only sunk a limp mass of shivering, helpless cowardice and fled from the room whining and pleading for mercy. She could never respect herself again. The scene came back in vivid flashes. His eyes, glowing like two balls of blue fire, froze the blood in her veins--his voice the rasping cold steel of a file. And this coarse, ugly beast had held her in the spell of love. She had clung to him, kissed him in rapture and yielded herself to him soul and body. And he had gripped her delicate throat and choked her into insensibility, dropping her limp form from his hands like a stra
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137  
138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   >>  



Top keywords:

shivering

 

throat

 
fingers
 

yielded

 

miserable

 

proved

 

strength

 

desperation

 

killed

 
worthy

bankrupt
 

pillow

 

buried

 
grateful
 
assurance
 

safety

 

moment

 
battle
 

pretense

 
protection

grimmest

 
Anderson
 
maimed
 

choked

 

delicate

 

rasping

 
coarse
 

kissed

 

rapture

 
cowardice

whining
 

pleading

 

helpless

 

dropping

 

dropped

 

insensibility

 

glowing

 

flashes

 

respect

 
gripped

cautiously
 
deeply
 

breathed

 

breath

 

lifted

 
cowardly
 

heaven

 

horrible

 

depths

 

emerged