er.
He beheld it all by degrees, stared in stupefaction at the scene, as
if he thought it an illusion raised by some fiendish incantation.
Bathsheba, pallid as a corpse on end, gazed back at him in the same
wild way.
So little are instinctive guesses the fruit of a legitimate induction
that, at this moment, as he stood with the door in his hand, Troy
never once thought of Fanny in connection with what he saw. His
first confused idea was that somebody in the house had died.
"Well--what?" said Troy, blankly.
"I must go! I must go!" said Bathsheba, to herself more than to him.
She came with a dilated eye towards the door, to push past him.
"What's the matter, in God's name? who's dead?" said Troy.
"I cannot say; let me go out. I want air!" she continued.
"But no; stay, I insist!" He seized her hand, and then volition
seemed to leave her, and she went off into a state of passivity. He,
still holding her, came up the room, and thus, hand in hand, Troy and
Bathsheba approached the coffin's side.
The candle was standing on a bureau close by them, and the light
slanted down, distinctly enkindling the cold features of both mother
and babe. Troy looked in, dropped his wife's hand, knowledge of it
all came over him in a lurid sheen, and he stood still.
So still he remained that he could be imagined to have left in him no
motive power whatever. The clashes of feeling in all directions
confounded one another, produced a neutrality, and there was motion
in none.
"Do you know her?" said Bathsheba, in a small enclosed echo, as from
the interior of a cell.
"I do," said Troy.
"Is it she?"
"It is."
He had originally stood perfectly erect. And now, in the well-nigh
congealed immobility of his frame could be discerned an incipient
movement, as in the darkest night may be discerned light after a
while. He was gradually sinking forwards. The lines of his features
softened, and dismay modulated to illimitable sadness. Bathsheba
was regarding him from the other side, still with parted lips and
distracted eyes. Capacity for intense feeling is proportionate to
the general intensity of the nature, and perhaps in all Fanny's
sufferings, much greater relatively to her strength, there never was
a time she suffered in an absolute sense what Bathsheba suffered now.
What Troy did was to sink upon his knees with an indefinable union of
remorse and reverence upon his face, and, bending over Fanny Robin,
gent
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