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fter the midnight of September 18 passed peacefully within 'the gate.' The story of the closing scene was thus told by her husband:-- 'Peking: Saturday, September 19, 1885. 'My dear Meech,--Emily crossed the river last night, or this morning rather at 12.15. 'I was called in from the Friday evening prayer meeting just as it was concluding, and found her with laboured breath and fixed eyes. For a time we thought it was all to end at once. After a time she got over it. '10 P.M. was a repetition of 8 P.M.'s experience. 'At 12 midnight she was labouring much in her breath, coughed a very little cough, and all at once the rapidity of her breath nearly doubled, suddenly her hand fell over powerless, her eyes became fixed, there was some difficult breathing, and with Mrs. Henderson on the one side of the bed, which had been moved when we came from the hills into the sitting-room, she departed. 'During these four hours she spoke little; once or twice she called for milk, but for the most part contented herself with assenting or dissenting to and from my remarks and suggestions by moving the head. 'At 10.30, seeing me sleepy and desiring to sleep herself, she asked me to go and lie down, but I said I would not do so while she was so ill. 'I asked her if she felt all safe in the hands of Jesus. She nodded her assent. 'Some month or six weeks ago we two had talked about everything to be done in case of her death, the children, etc., and not only then, but more than once we had talked over spiritual things, because we feared that when the end came she might not be able to speak. I am glad we did so. During these four hours she was either in such great distress, or, when free from distress, was so tired and eager to sleep, that talking was hardly possible. 'The "Rest" she so longed for she has now got. 'I treasure what she said one day when she had been, I think, reading her wall text, "T_o me to live is Christ, to die is gain_," when I asked her if _she_ felt it so. She said she did, and often would remark that to go would be far better for her, but she was so eager to get well for my sake and that of the children. For herself, too, she was more and more enchanted with the beauty God had put
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