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. The distrust which was a part of his nature struggled against the cordiality shown by Goutran. Finally Esperance had a friend. To Goutran alone did he ever open his heart, and even when he had been with him for hours, laughing and talking with gayety, he appeared before Monte-Cristo as impassive as ever. Goutran did not attempt to penetrate the secrets of his life. He knew, however, that the day could not be far off when the butterfly would emerge from the chrysalis. "My father has gone away," Esperance had said. "Indeed! And where has he gone?" "I have no idea. He simply wrote me a few lines announcing his departure." Goutran did not think it worth while to be astonished, for this was a most singular household. "Then you are entirely your own master?" "Yes," answered Esperance, "I am free." "I have a favor to ask," said Goutran, after a minute's silence. "Ask it. You know every thing I have is yours." "Yes--another minute you would offer me millions." "No, I did not think of doing so. I am rich, I know, but it is not my fault. And I do not think it generous in you to reproach me with these millions." "I did not mean to offend you. If I needed money I would ask you for it." "Money! what is that? I should have only to fill out a check, you know. But ask me to fight for you, to be killed for you!" Goutran took the hand of the youth in his, and smilingly said: "Do you know, Esperance, the greatest sacrifice I can ask of you?" "Go on." "It would be to mount upon the imperial of an omnibus. Ah! you are astonished, and are asking yourself if I am not laughing at you, but I assure you that I am in solemn earnest. The truth is, Esperance, that you are not happy." "I assure you--" "No, you are not happy because you are hampered by conventionalities. You never were in an omnibus, I suppose?" "No, never." "When you wish to go out you ring the bell, and your carriage is brought round. If you go to the theatre a spacious _loge_ is in readiness for you. You go into society--you are received with smiles. Do you know that a life like that would be my death?" "Why do you talk thus to-day?" asked Esperance. "I can't tell you why. The words come of themselves, but they express my feelings precisely. You millionaires know nothing of life. You are like a drop of oil in a pitcher of water--you do not mingle with the rest of humanity, and you are bored!" Esperance was annoyed that
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