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werful magnetism of his voice and presence, Darrell seemed to see the Oriental festival which he had depicted and to feel a soothing influence from the very simplicity and beauty of the imaginary scene. "Think of the rest, the relaxation, in a week of such a life!" continued Mr. Britton. "Re-creation, in the true sense of the word. The simplest joys are the sweetest, but our lives have grown too complex for us to appreciate them. Our amusements and recreations, as we call them, are often more wearing and exhausting than our labors." For nearly an hour Mr. Britton led the conversation on general subjects, carefully avoiding every personal allusion; Darrell following, interested, animated, wondering more and more at the man beside him, until the latter tactfully led him to speak--calmly and dispassionately, as he could not have spoken an hour before--of himself. Almost before he was aware, Darrell had told all: of his vain gropings in the darkness for some clue to the past; of the helpless feeling akin to despair which sometimes took possession of him when he attempted to face the situation continuously confronting him. During his recital Mr. Britton had thrown his arm about Darrell's shoulder, and when he paused quite a silence followed. "Did it ever occur to you," Mr. Britton said at length, speaking very slowly, "that there are hundreds--yes, thousands--who would be only too glad to exchange places with you to-day?" "No," Darrell replied, too greatly astonished to say more. "But there are legions of poor souls, haunted by crime, or crushed beneath the weight of sorrow, whose one prayer would be, if such a thing were possible, that their past might be blotted out; that they might be free to begin life anew, with no memories dogging their steps like spectres, threatening at every turn to work their undoing." For a moment Darrell regarded his friend with a fixed, inquiring gaze, which gradually changed to a look of comprehension. "I see," he said at length, "I have got to begin life anew; but you consider that there are others who have to make the start under conditions worse than mine." "Far worse," said Mr. Britton. "Don't think for a moment that I fail to realize in how many ways you are handicapped or to appreciate the obstacles against which you will have to contend, but this I do say: the future is in your own hands--as much as it is in the hands of any mortal--to make the most of and the best of t
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