FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61  
62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   >>   >|  
t be altogether under the thumb of Lord Boxspur. So when I came South from Paris I simply assumed the title--it simplified so many things. It both gave me opportunities and protected me. If, to gain my ends and to reconnoitre my territory, I became the occasional guest--remember, Jim, the most discreet and guarded guest!--of Count Anton Szapary--who carried a hundred thousand crowns away from the Vienna Jockey Club a month or two ago--you must simply try to make the end justify the means. I was still trying to get in touch with you. One of his automobiles was always politely placed at my disposal. It was a chance, well, scarcely to be missed. For, you see, it was my intention to meet His Highness, the Prince Ignace Slevenski Pobloff, under slightly different circumstances than would prevail if he and his valet should quietly step through that door at the present moment!" She laughed, a little bitterly, with a reckless shrug of the shoulders. Durkin, nettled by the sound of tragedy in her voice, did not like the sound of that laugh. Then, as he looked at her more critically, he saw that she was white and worn and tired. But it was the words over which she had laughed which sent him abruptly hurrying into the next room with a lighted match, to read the hour from the little Swiss clock above the cabinet. "If we're after anything here we've got to get it!" he said, with conscious roughness. "It's later than I thought." "Very well," she answered, quietly enough. Then she turned to him, as he waited with his hand on the bedroom light-button, before switching it off. "You need never be afraid that I will bother you with any more of my hesitations, and scruples, and half-timid qualms, as I once did. All that is over and done with. I feel, now, that we're both in this sort of work from necessity, and not by accident. It has gripped and engulfed us, now, for good." He raised a hand to stop her, stung to the quick by the misery and bitterness of her voice, still asking himself if it was not only the bitter cry of love for some neglectful love's reply. But she swept on, abandonedly. "There's no use quibbling and fighting against it. We've got to keep at it, and wring out of it what we can, and always go back to it, and bend to it, and still keep at it, to the bitter end!" "Frank, you mustn't say this!" he cried. "But it's truth, pure truth. We're only going to live once. If we can't be happy wi
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61  
62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
bitter
 

quietly

 

laughed

 

simply

 

hesitations

 

bother

 
afraid
 

scruples

 

qualms

 
switching

button

 

conscious

 

roughness

 

simplified

 
things
 

thought

 

assumed

 
bedroom
 

necessity

 

waited


answered

 

turned

 
accident
 

quibbling

 

fighting

 

altogether

 
abandonedly
 

raised

 
gripped
 
engulfed

misery

 

bitterness

 

neglectful

 

Boxspur

 

cabinet

 

Prince

 

Highness

 

Ignace

 

Slevenski

 
Pobloff

missed
 

intention

 

slightly

 

Szapary

 
circumstances
 

prevail

 

scarcely

 
carried
 

Jockey

 

justify