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her head, looked at him sideways, as the so-called Fornarina looks in the Uffizi, in Florence. "They are cheery, aren't they?" she asked hastily, and he, nodding, turned away. For a few moments he was silent, and then he began to talk rather loudly about nothing in particular, and in a few moments was himself--the Joyselle of that particular day. Brigit realised that their stronghold of reserves and lies had been dangerously threatened by his mounting emotion. If he had broken down in his _role_--and she knew that the playing of any kind of a _role_ was foreign to his nature, and therefore perilous--she would have lost him. His mind, of course, except in certain moments when it all unconsciously was subjugated by her will, was a closed book to her. For he was not only a man (and no woman can ever wholly understand any man's mind), but he was nearly twenty years older than she, and he was a Norman--a race very complicated, in its mixture of shrewd cunning and simplicity, and difficult for even other French people to comprehend. But groping in the dark though she was, the girl had grasped two essential facts: if Joyselle learned that she loved him, he would go away if it killed him; and if, though remaining in ignorance of her love, he was led to betray his, the result would be the same. So her aim must be to keep him well under his own control, and to avoid betraying her personal feelings in the very least degree. It was easy that first day. He was still more or less dazed and taken up with his discovery that he loved her, and therefore not so shrewd as usual. The future, she knew, would be harder. But that one day was a delight to them both. He told her about his youth--as truthful an account as his wife's, but oh, how infinitely more picturesque and interesting. His acquisition of the Amati was recounted with a wealth of detail that enchanted her, and she closed her eyes the better to see the little dark shop on the _quai_ at Rouen, and the old man who would not sell his treasure, even for a good price, until he had heard the would-be purchaser play on it. "And then, my dear, I tuned it, and played. It was a bit from Tschaikovsky's Pathetic Symphony--the adagio movement. It was dark in the shop, with the velvety darkness old places get on a sunny day, and on the other side of the street lay the sunshine like gold. He sat, _le vieux_, in his chair away from the light, for his eyes were bad, and listened.
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