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Meanwhile he stood on the threshold looking at her, his pulses racing, his very soul staring through his eyes; and, within him, every sense clamoring out revolt at the deception, demanding confession and its penalty. "I can't stand this!" he blurted out; and she looked up quickly, her face blanched with foreboding. "Are you in pain?" she asked. "No--not that sort of pain! I--_won't_ you please believe that I am not ill? I'm imposing on you. I'm an impostor! There's nothing whatever the trouble with me except--something that I want to tell you--if you'll let me--" "Why should you hesitate to confide in a physician, Mr. Carden?" He came forward slowly. She laid her small hand on the empty chair which faced hers and he sank into it, clasping his restless hands under his chin. "You are feeling depressed," she said gently. Depression was a significant symptom. Three chapters were devoted to it. "I'm depressed, of course. I'm horribly depressed and ashamed of myself, because there is nothing on earth the matter with me, and I've let you think there is." She smiled mournfully; this was another symptom of a morbid state. She turned, unconsciously, to page 379 to verify her observation. "See here, Miss Hollis," he broke out, "haven't I any chance to convince you that I am not ill? I want to be honest without involving a--a friend of mine. I can't endure this deception. Won't you let me prove to you that these symptoms are--are only significant of something else?" She looked straight at him, considering him in silence. "Let us begin with those dark circles under my eyes," he said desperately. "I found some cold-cream in my room and--look! They are practically gone! At any rate, if there is a sort of shadow left it's because I use my eyes in my profession." "Dr. Lamour says that the dark circles disappear, anyway," said the girl, unconvinced. "Cold-cream had nothing to do with it." "But it _did_! Really it did. And as for the other symptoms, I--well, I can't help my pulses when y-you t-t-touch me." "Please, Mr. Carden." "I don't mean to be impertinent. I am trying my hardest to tell the truth. And my pulses _do_ gallop when you test them; they're galloping now! This very moment!" "Let me try them," she said coolly, laying her hand on his wrist. "Didn't I say so!" he insisted grimly. "And I'm turning red, too. But those symptoms mean something else; they mean _you_!" "Mr. Carden!" "I
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