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f clay from which it had been evolved. Blizzard's eyes had undergone a most thorough schooling. They had learned, to the flicker of an eyelid, when Barbara was going to look their way, and at such times were careful not to meet her eyes. When, however, they knew her to be intent for a period upon the work and not the model, they studied her always with zest, and always with more and more understanding. Suddenly, one day, after he had been sitting motionless for half an hour, the beggar broke his pose. "Please don't," she said. "I'm not through." In his eyes, soft and full of understanding, there was a gentle, if masterful, smiling. "Yes, you are," he said, "for now. I haven't watched you at work all these mornings without learning something about the way you go at it. Do you know what a blind alley is?" "Yes," she said petulantly, "and I'm in one." "Quite so," said Blizzard. "And you're not taking the right way out. First you tried to climb up the house on the right, then the house on the left, and when I interrupted you, you were making a sixth effort to shin up the lightning-rod of the house that blocks the alley." Barbara laughed. "But," she objected, "I've got to get out somehow--or fake--or call the thing a fiasco, and give it up." "Of course you've got to get out," said Blizzard, "and it's very simple." "Simple!" she exclaimed; "a lot you know about it." "Quite simple," he repeated; "you merely face about and walk out. In, other words, remove that lump of mud which one day is going to be more like my ear than my ear itself, and begin over." And it came home to Barbara that the man was right. "Thank you," she said simply. "You're a great help. That is precisely what I shall do." "But don't do it now." "Why not?" "Because you've wasted the freshness of your early-morning zeal with vain efforts. Destroy what you've done--there's always satisfaction in that; but either leave the re-doing alone for to-day, or try something else." "When," said Barbara, beginning to feel soothed and confident again, "did I put myself in your hands for guidance?" "The moment you lost your presence of mind," said the beggar; "that's when a woman always puts herself in a man's hands. Put a cloth over his satanic majesty's portrait, and sit down and relax your muscles, and talk to the devil himself." Barbara did as he commanded with the expression of a biddable child. She flung herself into a deep chair
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