rick about it. But whether or
not, you've got it."
"It's news to me."
"Not it."
"Fact, it is."
"Ha! Somebody will always take a fancy to you. And you can live on that,
as well as on anything else."
"Why do you always speak so despisingly?"
"Why shouldn't I?"
"Have you any right to despise another man?"
"When did it go by rights?"
"No, not with you."
"You answer me like a woman, Aaron."
Again there was a space of silence. And again it was Aaron who at last
broke it.
"We're in different positions, you and me," he said.
"How?"
"You can live by your writing--but I've got to have a job."
"Is that all?" said Lilly.
"Ay. And plenty. You've got the advantage of me."
"Quite," said Lilly. "But why? I was a dirty-nosed little boy when
you were a clean-nosed little boy. And I always had more patches on my
breeches than you: neat patches, too, my poor mother! So what's the good
of talking about advantages? You had the start. And at this very moment
you could buy me up, lock, stock, and barrel. So don't feel hard done
by. It's a lie."
"You've got your freedom."
"I make it and I take it."
"Circumstances make it for you."
"As you like."
"You don't do a man justice," said Aaron.
"Does a man care?"
"He might."
"Then he's no man."
"Thanks again, old fellow."
"Welcome," said Lilly, grimacing.
Again Aaron looked at him, baffled, almost with hatred. Lilly grimaced
at the blank wall opposite, and seemed to ruminate. Then he went back to
his book. And no sooner had he forgotten Aaron, reading the fantasies of
a certain Leo Frobenius, than Aaron must stride in again.
"You can't say there isn't a difference between your position and mine,"
he said pertinently.
Lilly looked darkly over his spectacles.
"No, by God," he said. "I should be in a poor way otherwise."
"You can't say you haven't the advantage--your JOB gives you the
advantage."
"All right. Then leave it out with my job, and leave me alone."
"That's your way of dodging it."
"My dear Aaron, I agree with you perfectly. There is no difference
between us, save the fictitious advantage given to me by my job. Save
for my job--which is to write lies--Aaron and I are two identical little
men in one and the same little boat. Shall we leave it at that, now?"
"Yes," said Aaron. "That's about it."
"Let us shake hands on it--and go to bed, my dear chap. You are just
recovering from influenza, and look paler tha
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