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ng of its force--a result which made her ashamed of the constructive deception which she had practiced, though not ashamed enough to make her distinctly and definitely wish she had refrained from it. From that moment the sick woman understood that her daughter must remain away, and she said she would reconcile herself to the separation the best she could, for she would rather suffer death than have her child's health imperiled. That afternoon Helen had to take to her bed, ill. She grew worse during the night. In the morning her mother asked after her: "Is she well?" Hester turned cold; she opened her lips, but the words refused to come. The mother lay languidly looking, musing, waiting; suddenly she turned white and gasped out: "Oh, my God! what is it? is she sick?" Then the poor aunt's tortured heart rose in rebellion, and words came: "No--be comforted; she is well." The sick woman put all her happy heart in her gratitude: "Thank God for those dear words! Kiss me. How I worship you for saying them!" Hester told this incident to Hannah, who received it with a rebuking look, and said, coldly: "Sister, it was a lie." Hester's lips trembled piteously; she choked down a sob, and said: "Oh, Hannah, it was a sin, but I could not help it. I could not endure the fright and the misery that were in her face." "No matter. It was a lie. God will hold you to account for it." "Oh, I know it, I know it," cried Hester, wringing her hands, "but even if it were now, I could not help it. I know I should do it again." "Then take my place with Helen in the morning. I will make the report myself." Hester clung to her sister, begging and imploring. "Don't, Hannah, oh, don't--you will kill her." "I will at least speak the truth." In the morning she had a cruel report to bear to the mother, and she braced herself for the trial. When she returned from her mission, Hester was waiting, pale and trembling, in the hall. She whispered: "Oh, how did she take it--that poor, desolate mother?" Hannah's eyes were swimming in tears. She said: "God forgive me, I told her the child was well!" Hester gathered her to her heart, with a grateful "God bless you, Hannah!" and poured out her thankfulness in an inundation of worshiping praises. After that, the two knew the limit of their strength, and accepted their fate. They surrendered humbly, and abandoned themselves to the hard requirements of the situation.
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