first discovery of
their isolation their voluble exchange of information about themselves
and their occupations since their last meeting stopped simultaneously.
Clarence, who had forgotten his momentary irritation, and had recovered
his old happiness in her presence, was nevertheless conscious of some
other change in her than that suggested by the lengthened skirt and the
later and more delicate accentuation of her prettiness. It was not her
affectation of superiority and older social experience, for that was
only the outcome of what he had found charming in her as a child, and
which he still good-humoredly accepted; nor was it her characteristic
exaggeration of speech, which he still pleasantly recognized. It was
something else, vague and indefinite,--something that had been unnoticed
while Mary was with them, but had now come between them like some
unknown presence which had taken the confidante's place. He remained
silent, looking at her half-brightening cheek and conscious profile.
Then he spoke with awkward directness.
"You are changed, Susy, more than in looks."
"Hush," said the girl in a tragic whisper, with a warning gesture
towards the blandly unconscious Mary.
"But," returned Clarence wonderingly, "she's your--our friend, you
know."
"I DON'T know," said Susy, in a still deeper tone, "that is--oh, don't
ask me! But when you're always surrounded by spies, when you can't say
your soul is your own, you doubt everybody!" There was such a pretty
distress in her violet eyes and curving eyebrows, that Clarence, albeit
vague as to its origin and particulars, nevertheless possessed himself
of the little hand that was gesticulating dangerously near his own, and
pressed it sympathetically. Perhaps preoccupied with her emotions, she
did not immediately withdraw it, as she went on rapidly: "And if you
were cooped up here, day after day, behind these bars," pointing to the
grille, "you'd know what I suffer."
"But"--began Clarence.
"Hush!" said Susy, with a stamp of her little foot.
Clarence, who had only wished to point out that the whole lower end of
the garden wall was in ruins and the grille really was no prevention,
"hushed."
"And listen! Don't pay me much attention to-day, but talk to HER,"
indicating the still discreet and distant Mary, "before father and
mother. Not a word to her of this confidence, Clarence. To-morrow ride
out alone on your beautiful horse, and come back by way of the woods,
beyond
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