up in the canvas, taking care to guard my feet, and putting one
hand over my nose, and the other under me, so that the rats should not
be able to nibble any of my extremities, which I thought it likely they
would try to do. I hoped, however, that if they made the attempt I
should be more successful in catching one.
For some time hunger prevented me from going to sleep. Again I thought
over my past life--my childhood's days--the time I spent at school--my
various companions--my chums and enemies--the tricks I had played--the
canings and floggings I had received--for instruction at that period was
imparted with a much larger proportion of the _fortiter in re_ than of
the _suaviter in modo_. I used then to wish heartily to get away from
school, but now I would very gladly have found myself back there again,
even with the floggings in prospect, provided I could be sure of an
ample breakfast, even though that breakfast might have consisted of
larded bread and sugarless tea. Though I had often had quarrels with my
brothers and sisters, I would willingly have entered into a compact
never to quarrel again. I would gladly have endured one of the longest
lectures Aunt Deb had ever given me, repeated ten times over, always
provided I was sure of obtaining a lump of bread and cheese after it. I
would thankfully have listened to the driest of some of my father's dry
sermons, with the expectation of obtaining a cold dinner on my return
home from church. But I knew that regrets were unavailing, and that as
I had made my bed so I must lie in it.
I thought and thought till my thoughts became confused.
The sound of voices struck on my ear. People were talking in whispers
all round me, but I could not distinguish what they said. Then even the
consciousness of where I was faded from me, and I was fast asleep. Even
when I was sleeping I still suffered the painful sensations of hunger.
I was tantalised by seeing in my dreams tables spread out, sometimes for
breakfast, and at others for dinner or supper. My brothers and sisters
were seated round them, laughing and talking merrily, and eating the
good things with excellent appetite. Once Mr Butterfield brought me a
bowl of turtle-soup, and assuring me of its excellence, ladled it into
his mouth before my eyes, and then disappeared with a hop, skip, and a
jump.
In the same way Aunt Deb appeared with a plate of crumpets, her
favourite dish, and swallowed them one after the oth
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