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onsciously moved a little nearer to that shut door. Twice, three times, she raised her hand to knock, and let it fall again to her side. She had no courage. She feared him as she had never feared anyone in her life, and yet ... once he had been all that was good and kind! Her aching mind recalled the first days of their acquaintance, his gentleness and generosity, and with a fresh spurt of courage she lifted her hand and tapped timidly on the door. "Come in!" It was her husband's voice, but now again her courage failed her, and she stood shaking from head to foot, incapable of action. She heard his step across the room, and then the door opened and he stood looking at her. "You! What do you want?" His voice was not unkind, in spite of the bluntness of the words, and in desperation she raised her eyes. "I want to speak to you." There was a little silence. She could read refusal in his face, but after a moment he opened the door wide, and stood aside for her to enter, closing it again after her. "Well?" He went back to the table at which he had been writing, and looked at her across it with hard eyes. He was so ill, so worn! Faith stood looking at him in dumb pain, and he asked again impatiently: "What do you want?" "I want you to forgive me." She was not conscious of having spoken the words, and was terrified when she heard them echo through the silent room. She felt as if she must fall. She put her hand on a chair back to steady herself, not daring to raise her eyes. Then the Beggar Man gave a dry little laugh. "Why?" he asked. "Why?--why?" She echoed the word stammeringly, and he went on ruthlessly: "Because you are afraid of being left? Is that it? You need not be. Digby will marry you as soon as I have set you free. I have not hurt him--yet! I have told him that I am waiting to see first how he treats you." "I don't want him!" The words were a heartbroken cry. "Oh, I never, never did want him." There were lines of pain in the Beggar Man's face as he looked at her. His lips moved twice before he could frame any words. "Who or what do you want then?" he asked hoarsely. "You!" She answered him in passionate desperation. It was her last throw for happiness. She counted the flying seconds before he spoke, with her thudding heartbeats, and they seemed to stop when he laughed. "You can hardly expect me to believe that," he said. She found her voice with a great effort.
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