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" "So--we must talk about my being a failure, my father clipping your wings of industry and all that--yet we must not mention a woman who has loved you--and gossiped about it." "She did not! You know Trudy--you know her nature," he interrupted. "Taking up her defence! Noble Stevuns! Then you do reciprocate--and you are planning one of those ready-to-be-served bungalows with even a broom closet and lovely glass doorknobs, where Mary may gambol about in organdie and boast of the prize pie she has baked for your supper. Oh, Stevuns, you are too funny for words!" She laughed, but there was a malicious sparkle in her eyes. She was carrying off the situation as best she knew how, for she did not comprehend its true significance, its highest motive. Underneath her veneer of sarcasm and ridicule she was hurt, stabbed--quite helpless. With her father's spirit she resolved to take the death gamely--and make Steve as ridiculous as possible, to have as good a time as she could out of such a sorry ending. But she knew as she stood facing him, so tired and heavy-eyed, the rejected sheet of figures fallen on the brocaded sofa between them, that it was she who met and experienced lasting defeat. By turns she had been the spoiled child of fortune, the romantic parasite, the mad butterfly, the advanced woman, the Bolshevik de luxe; and finally and for all time to come she was confronted with the last possibility--there was no forked road for her--that of a shrewd, cold flirt. She realized too late the injustice done her under the name of a father's loving protection. Moreover, she determined never to let herself realize to any great extent the awfulness of the injustice. It was, as Steve said, a common fate these days--there was solace in the fact of never being alone in her defeat. But at five minutes after twelve she had glimpsed the situation and regretted briefly all she was denied. Still it was an impossibility to cease being a Gorgeous Girl. She felt cheated, stunted, revengeful because of this common fate. Steve was setting out for new worlds to conquer--he very likely would have a good time in so doing. She must continue to be fearfully rushed and terribly popular, having a good time, too. How dull everything was! Strangely, she did not give Mary Faithful or her part in Steve's future a thought--just then. She was thinking that Ibsen merely showed the awakened Nora's going out the door--as have Victorian matrons s
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