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nd the public, I suppose, have read them. I have dressed up puppets of wood and stone, and set them moving like mechanical dolls--over-gilded, artificial, vulgar. And all the time the real thing knocks at our doors." Mabane stepped back from his canvas to examine critically the effect of an unexpected dash of colour. "The public, my dear Greatson," he said abstractedly, "do not want the real thing--from you. Every man to his _metier_. Yours is to sing of blue skies and west winds, of hay-scented meadows and Watteau-like revellers in a paradise as artificial as a Dutch garden. Take my advice, and keep your muse chained. The other worlds are for the other writers." I was annoyed with Mabane. There was just sufficient truth in his words to make them sound brutal. I answered him with some heat. "Not if I starve for it, Allan? The whole cycle of life goes humming around us, hour by hour. It is here, there, everywhere. I will bring a little of it into my work, or I will write no more." Mabane shook his head. He was busy again upon his canvas. "It is always the humourist," he murmured, "who is ambitious to write a tragedy--and _vice versa_. The only sane man is he who is conscious of his limitations." "On the contrary," I answered quickly, "the man who admits them is a fool. I have made up my mind. I will dress no more dolls in fine clothes, and set them strutting across a rose-garlanded stage. I will create, or I will leave alone. I will write of men and women, or not at all." "It will affect your income," Mabane said. "It will cost you money in postage stamps, and your manuscripts will be declined with thanks." His gentle cynicism left me unmoved. I had almost forgotten his presence. I was standing over by the window, looking out across a wilderness of housetops. My own thoughts for the moment were sufficient. I spoke, it is true, but I spoke to myself. "A beginning," I murmured. "That is all one wants. It seems so hard, and yet--it ought to be so easy. If one could but lift the roofs--could but see for a moment underneath." "I can save you the trouble," Mabane remarked cheerfully, strolling over to my side. "Where are you looking? Chertsey Street, eh? Well, in all probability mamma is cooking the dinner, Mary is scrubbing the floor, Miss Flora is dusting the drawing-room, and Miss Louisa is practising her scales. You have got a maggot in your brain, Greatson. Life such as you are thinking of is the m
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