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Simeon." The coincidence worked so on her imagination that she sank into the nearest chair trembling from head to foot, and then she reflected that she must have pulled the card out of the table drawer when she went to fetch the portfolio the night before, and she called herself a superstitious _silly_, and made her bath a little colder than usual, as a tonic to her nerves. Cold water and hot food work wonders, and after breakfast young Mrs. Ponsonby forgot she had ever had a predecessor. Her family paid her flying visits during the day, with a freedom unknown in Simeon's reign, and she worked hard at her preparations for renting, but in the evening, when the house was quiet, she settled herself at the study table and made her first attempt at story writing, this time steering clear of the personal note that had brought such swift reprisal the night before. The occupation was absorbing; she neither desired nor missed companionship. She was not the first person to find life's stage amply filled by the puppets of her own imagination. At the end of the week two things had happened. _The Illuminator_ had accepted her poem, and her story was finished. She determined to submit it to Stephen, and yet when he looked in at five o'clock, she was ashamed to ask him; what she had thought so well of the night before, in the excitement of work, suddenly seemed to her beneath contempt. He lingered later than usual, for he mistook her preoccupation for unhappiness, and hated to leave her alone. "When do you move to your mother's?" he asked, for he thought anything better than her present desolation; the genteel poverty brought about by Mr. Shelton's habits, the worldliness of Mrs. Shelton, and the demands upon time and temper made by the younger brothers and sisters, were only the old conditions under which she had grown up. "Next week," she said, sadly. "I shall be sorry to leave here." "You are not lonely, then, poor little lady?" he said, kindly, while he searched her face to see whether she told the whole truth. His eyes were so merry, his smile so encouraging, that Deena blurted out her request. "I haven't felt lonely," she said, "because I have been writing a foolish story, and my characters have been my companions. I am sure it is no good, and yet my head is a little turned at having expressed myself on paper. Like Dr. Johnson's simile of the dog walking on its hind legs, the wonder isn't to find it ill done,
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