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urged, "like two friends. Aren't we?" "We are going to be what we are going to be," said I. "We'll have to take life as it comes." That clumsy reminder set her to thinking, stirred her vague uneasiness in those strange circumstances to active alarm. For presently she said, in a tone that was not quite so matter-of-course as she would have liked to make it: "We'll go now to my uncle Frank's. He's a brother of my father. I always used to like him best--and still do. But he married a woman mamma thought--queer--and they hadn't much--and he lives away up on the West Side--One Hundred and Twenty-seventh Street." "The wise plan, the only wise plan," said I, not so calm as she must have thought me, "is to go to my partner's house and send out for a minister." "Not to-night," she replied, nervously. "Take me to uncle Frank's, and to-morrow we can discuss what to do and how to do it." "To-night," I persisted. "We must be married to-night. No more uncertainty and indecision and weakness. Let us begin bravely, Anita!" "To-morrow," she said. "But not to-night. I must think it over." "To-night," I repeated. "To-morrow will be full of its own problems. This is to-night's." She shook her head, and I saw that the struggle between us had begun--the struggle against her timidity and conventionality. "No, not to-night." This in her tone for finality. To have argued with any woman in such circumstances would have been dangerous; to have argued with her would have been fatal. To reason with a woman is to flatter her into suspecting you of weakness and herself of strength. I told the chauffeur to turn about and go slowly uptown. She settled back into her corner of the brougham. Neither of us spoke until we were passing Clairmont. Then she started out of her secure confidence in my obedience, and exclaimed: "This is not the way!" And her voice had in it the hasty call-to-arms. "No," I replied, determined to push the panic into a rout. "As I told you, our future shall be settled to-night." That in _my_ tone for finality. A pause, then: "It _has_ been settled," she said, like a child that feels, yet denies, its impotence as it struggles in the compelling arms of its father. "I thought until a few minutes ago that I really intended to marry you. Now I see that I didn't." "Another reason why we're not going to your uncle's," said I. She leaned forward so that I could see her face. "I cannot marry you," she said. "I
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