"And so Sir Robert has deigned to come and see his humble dependants at
last!" she said, laughing. "A whole fortnight, Robin, and you've not
been near us."
"I'm dreadfully sorry," he said, "but I've really been too terribly
busy. The Governor coming home and one thing and another----"
He felt gauche and awkward, the consciousness of what he must say after
dinner weighed on him heavily. He could hardly believe that there had
ever been a time when he had talked eagerly, passionately--he cursed
himself for a fool.
"Yes, we've been very lonely and you're a naughty boy," said Dahlia.
"But now you are here I won't scold you if you promise to tell me
everything you've done since last time----"
"Oh! done?" said Robin vaguely; "I really don't know--the usual sort of
thing, I suppose--not much to do in Pendragon at any time."
She had been looking at him curiously while he was speaking. Now she
suddenly changed her voice. "I've been so lonely without you, dear,"
she said, speaking almost in a whisper; "I fancied--of course it was
silly of me--that perhaps there was some one else--that you were
getting a little tired of me. I was--very unhappy. I nearly wrote,
but I was afraid that--some one might see it. Letters are always
dangerous. But it's very lonely here all day--with only mother. If
you could come a little oftener, dear--it means everything to me."
Her voice was a little husky as though tears were not far away, and she
spoke in little short sentences--she seemed to find it hard to say the
words.
Robin suddenly felt a brute. How could he ever tell her of what was in
his mind? If it was really so much to her he could never leave
her--not at once like that; he must do it gradually.
She was sitting by him on the sofa and looked rather delightful. She
had the pathetic expression that always attracted him, and he felt very
sorry indeed. How blank her days would be without him! Part of the
romance had always been his role of King Cophetua, and tears sprang to
his eyes as he thought of the poor beggar-maid, alone, forlornly
weeping, when he had finally withdrawn his presence.
"I think it is partly the sea," she said, putting her hand gently on
his sleeve. "When one is sitting quite alone here in the evening with
nothing to do and no one to talk to, one hears it so plainly--it is
almost frightening. You know, Robin, old boy, I don't care for
Pendragon very much. I only came here because of you--an
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