retime. I cannot
see why they kept no bishops. Lawn sleeves, forsooth! and rochets! and
cassocks! and them square caps,--they're uncommon like the Beast! I
make no count of 'em."
"And rochets can fly!" cries _Edith_ merrily.
"Why, Cousin _Bess_," said I, "you shall be a _Brownist_ in a week or
twain."
"Nay, I'll be ruled by the law: but I reckon I may call out if it
pinches," saith she.
So, with mirth, we ended the matter: and thankful was I when the talk
were o'er.
SELWICK HALL, NOVEMBER YE XIX.
I do keep my book right needfully locked up, for I would not for all the
world that _Nell_ nor _Edith_ should read this last fortnight. Yester
even, just as it grew to dusk, met I with my _Protection_ outside the
garden door, that would fain win me to meet with him some whither on the
hills, where (said he) we might talk more freely. But so feared was I
to vex _Father_ and _Mother_ that this I did deny, though I could see it
vexed him, and it went to mine heart to do thus. And he asked at me if
I loved him not, and did very hard press me to say that I would love
him: for he saith he loveth me better than all the world. Yet that
would I not fully grant him, but plagued him a bit thereon. 'Tis rare
fun plaguing a man. But methought I would try this even if I could not
wring a fashion of consent out of _Father_, without his knowing the
same: so when none was there but he and I and _Moses_, quoth I--
"_Father_, is it ever wrong to love any?"
"`Love is of God,'" he made answer. "Surely no."
And therewith should I have been content, and flattered me that I had
_Father's_ assent to the loving of my _Protection_: but as ill luck
would have it, he, that was going forth of the chamber, tarried, with
the door in his hand, to say--
"But mind that it be very love, my maid. That is not love, but unlove,
which will help a friend to break God's commandments."
I had liefer he had let that last alone. It sticketh in my throat
somewhat. Yet have I _Father's_ consent to loving: and surely none need
break God's commandments because they love each other. 'Tis no breaking
thereof for me to meet and talk with Sir _Edwin_--of that am I as
certain as that my name is _Milisent_. And I have not told a single lie
about it, sithence my good _Protection_ revealed in mine ear the right
way not to tell lies: namely, should _Mother_ ask me, "_Milly_, hast
thou seen again that gentle
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