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s part when the crucial time came of some one visiting the room and finding that the Comte's attendants were no longer there. "It is for the King of France!" he muttered, when at last the dread and horror of his position had culminated in a feverish fit that seemed as if it would end by his springing out of bed, tearing off the mockery of his disguise, and hurrying through the outer chamber into the corridor to seek the company of the nearest guards. "It means hastening the discovery," he muttered, "but I can bear this no longer. It is too much." He lay panting heavily for some few moments before a reaction came, following quickly upon the one question he asked himself, contained in that one little word: "Why?" He began breathing more easily the next moment, for the weak boy had mastered, and manliness was coming to his aid. "Oh," he muttered to himself, "am I to be as cowardly as a girl? It is too childish. Afraid of shadows, shrinking from lying alone in the dark! Why, I shall fancy next that I shall be afraid to lie here with the sun shining brightly, through the panes. What difference is there between the light and darkness? I can make it black darkness even at noonday if I close my eyes. I know why it is. I am tired and faint. There is no danger--for me. The danger is to the King. This is only a trick, a masquerade. Sooner or later I shall be found out. But what then? I am only a lad, and this King Harry would be a bloodthirsty monster if he had me slain for what is after all only a boyish prank. I have nothing to do but lie here quite still, as if a sick man, and very bad. They will find out at last. Well, let them. I am utterly tired out with all I have gone through. My head is as weary as my bones, and now all this weak cowardice has gone I am going to do what I should do here in bed, and go to sleep. "Oh, impossible! Impossible!" muttered the lad wearily. "Who could sleep at such a time as this?" He rose upon his elbow and said those words in a hoarse whisper, as if he were questioning the shadows that surrounded the great curtained bed. There was no reply from the weird and shadowy forms, uncouth, strange, and distorted; but he answered his piteous, despairing question himself. "I can," he said, "and--" There was a pause of a few moments, and then he muttered between his set teeth: "--and I will." With a quick movement he drove his clenched fist two or three ti
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