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old planets staring at ours. David wondered what it looked like from up there. Was it as large, or were we just a tiny, twinkling point too? From city streets the stars had always chilled him by their awful suggestion of worlds beyond worlds circling through gulfs of space. But here in the primordial solitudes, under the solemn cope of the sky, the thought lost its terror. He seemed in harmony with the universe, part of it as was each speck of star dust. Without question or understanding he felt secure, convinced of his oneness with the great design, cradled in its infinite care. One evening while thus dreaming he caught Susan's eye full of curious interest like a watching child's. "What are you thinking of?" she asked. "The stars," he answered. "They used to frighten me." She looked from him to the firmament as if to read a reason for his fear: "Frighten you? Why?" "There were so many of them, thousands and millions, wandering about up there. It was so awful to think of them, how they'd been swinging round forever and would keep on forever. And maybe there were people on some of them, and what it all was for." She continued to look up and then said indifferently: "It doesn't seem to me to matter much." "It used to make me feel that nothing was any use. As if I was just a grain of dust." Her eyes came slowly down and rested on him in a musing gaze. "A grain of dust. I never felt that way. I shouldn't think you'd like it, but I don't see why you were afraid." David felt uncomfortable. She was so exceedingly practical and direct that he had an unpleasant feeling she would set him down as a coward, who went about under the fear that a meteor might fall on him and strike him dead. He tried to explain: "Not afraid actually, just sort of frozen by the idea of it all. It's so--immense, so--so crushing and terrible." Her gaze continued, a questioning quality entering it. This gained in force by a slight tilting of her head to one side. David began to fear her next question. It might show that she regarded him not only as a coward but also as a fool. "Perhaps you don't understand," he hazarded timidly. "I don't think I do," she answered, then dropped her eyes and added after a moment of pondering, "I can't remember ever being really afraid of anything." Had it been daylight she would have noticed that the young man colored. He thought guiltily of certain haunting fears o
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