FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82  
83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   >>   >|  
"Yes, a little. You can finish to-morrow." Then she laid down the simple letter, and sat very still for a little while. Her heart was busy. There is a solitary place that girdles our life into which it is good to enter at the close of every day. There we may sit still with our own soul, and commune with it; and out of its peace pass easily into the shadowy kingdom of sleep, and find a little space of rest prepared. So Charlotte sat in quiet meditation until Sophia was fathoms deep below the tide of life. Sight, speech, feeling, where were they gone? Ah! when the door is closed, and the windows darkened, who can tell what passes in the solemn temple of mortality? Are we unvisited then? Unfriended? Uncounselled? "Behold! The solemn spaces of the night are thronged By bands of tender dreams, that come and go Over the land and sea; they glide at will Through all the dim, strange realms of men asleep, And visit every soul." CHAPTER VI. THE DAY BEFORE CHRISTMAS. "Still to ourselves in every place consigned. Our own felicity we make or find." "Catch, then, oh, catch the transient hour! Improve each moment as it flies. Life's a short summer, man a flower; He dies, alas! how soon he dies!" There are days which rise sadly, go on without sunshine, and pass into night without one gleam of color. Life, also, has these pallid, monotonous hours. A distrust of all things invades the soul, and physical inertia and mental languor make daily existence a simple weight. It was Christmas-time, but the squire felt none of the elation of the season. He was conscious that the old festal preparations were going on, but there was no response to them in his heart. Julius had arrived, and was helping Sophia to hang the holly and mistletoe. But Sandal knew that his soul shrank from the nephew he had called into his life; knew that the sound of his voice irritated him, that his laugh filled him with resentment, that his very presence in the house seemed to desecrate it, and to slay for him the very idea of home. He was sitting in the "master's room," wondering how the change had come about. But he found nothing to answer the wonder, because he was looking for some palpable wrong, some distinctive time or cause. He was himself too simple-hearted to reflect that it is seldom a great fault which destroys liking for a
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82  
83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
simple
 

solemn

 

Sophia

 
Christmas
 

season

 
conscious
 

festal

 

weight

 

elation

 

squire


things

 
preparations
 

sunshine

 

inertia

 

physical

 

mental

 

languor

 

invades

 

distrust

 
pallid

monotonous

 

existence

 
nephew
 

answer

 

change

 

sitting

 

master

 
wondering
 

palpable

 
seldom

destroys

 

liking

 

reflect

 

hearted

 
distinctive
 

mistletoe

 

Sandal

 
shrank
 

helping

 

arrived


response

 
Julius
 

flower

 

presence

 

resentment

 

desecrate

 

filled

 

called

 

irritated

 

meditation