FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216  
217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   234   235   236   237   >>  
, such as a man might have written a hundred years ago--not such as men write nowadays, thought Margaret; certainly not such as Mr. Barker would write--or could. But she was glad he had written; and written so, for it was like him, who was utterly unlike any one else. The letter had come in the morning while Clementine was dressing her, and she laid it on her writing-desk. But when the maid was gone, she read it once again, sitting by her window, and when she had done she unconsciously held it in her hand and rested her cheek against it. A man kisses a letter received from the woman he loves, but a woman rarely does. She thinks when he is away that she would hardly kiss _him_, were he present, much less will she so honour his handwriting. But when he himself comes the colour of things is changed. Nevertheless, Margaret put the folded letter in her bosom and wore it there unseen all through that day; and when Mr. Barker came to offer to take her to drive she said she would not go, making some libellous remark about the weather, which was exceeding glad and sunshiny in spite of her refusal to face it. And Mr. Barker, seeing that he was less welcome than usual, went away, for he was mortally afraid of annoying her. Margaret was debating within herself whether she should answer, and if so, what she should say. In truth, it was not easy. She felt herself unable to write in the way he did, had she wished to. Besides, there was that feminine feeling still lurking in her heart, which said, "Do not trust him till he comes back." It seemed to her it must be so easy to write like that--and yet, she had not thought so at the first reading. But she loved him, not yet as she would some day, but still she loved, and it was her first love, as it was his. She had settled herself in the hotel for the present, and to make it more like home--like her pretty home at Baden--she had ordered a few plants and growing flowers, very simple and inexpensive, for she felt herself terribly pinched, although she had not yet begun actually to feel the restrictions laid on her by her financial troubles. When Barker was gone, she amused herself with picking off the dried leaves and brushing away the little cobwebs and spiders that always accumulate about growing things. In the midst of this occupation she made up her mind, and rang the bell. "Vladimir, I am not at home," she said solemnly, and the gray-haired, gray-whiskered functionary bowed in ac
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216  
217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   234   235   236   237   >>  



Top keywords:

Barker

 

letter

 

written

 

Margaret

 

growing

 

things

 

present

 

thought

 
settled
 
answer

lurking

 

feeling

 
reading
 

wished

 

Besides

 

feminine

 

unable

 
occupation
 

accumulate

 
brushing

cobwebs

 
spiders
 

whiskered

 

functionary

 

haired

 

solemnly

 

Vladimir

 

leaves

 

simple

 

inexpensive


terribly
 

pinched

 
flowers
 

ordered

 

plants

 

amused

 

picking

 

troubles

 

restrictions

 

financial


pretty

 

sitting

 

window

 

unconsciously

 

writing

 

received

 
rarely
 

kisses

 

rested

 

dressing