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ew-found joy. The question, to sing or not to sing, had shifted to the deeper one of relationship to God, and the peace that came with its settlement overshadowed everything else. She went down to breakfast with a light heart and very cheerful countenance. Hubert looked at her in surprise from under gloomy brows. His own had been a restless night. "Has your headache gone, dear?" asked her mother solicitously. "Oh, long ago, Mother," said Winifred. She wanted to tell her mother the better news than of a headache gone, but did not know how to begin. They talked of ordinary things until breakfast was nearly over. Then Mr. Gray said: "Mr. Mercer was sorry to miss you from the choir last night, Winnie, and hoped you were not going to be ill." "Thank you, Father. Mr. Mercer is always very kind." "He hopes you will surely be at the rehearsal Friday night, as he expects to take up some specially fine music." Winifred's heart heat violently as she summoned courage to say: "I do not think I shall sing in the choir any more, Father." "Why--what, Winnie? What's that you are saying? You not sing in the choir any more?" "What are you saying, Winifred," added Mrs. Gray. Winifred nerved herself for the statement. It might as well he said now as ever, while they were all together. "Yes, Father," she said, "I do not think I can sing in the choir any longer. I saw very clearly yesterday that I had never been a true worshiper. I have never meant the words that I sang. I have scarcely thought about God while I sang words about Him or addressed to Him. Many of them I could not say honestly. It has all been for effect, and to--to please you all. So I--I concluded--I--couldn't go on any longer." It had been a very difficult speech, and Winifred's voice sank at the end. Mr. Gray looked very grave. "You surprise me, Winnie," he said. "You surprise me very much. You should be conscientious, surely, but you will let me say I think you are taking the matter too seriously," Silent Hubert shot a reproachful glance at his father. In his estimation here was a case of downright honesty that called for applause, not repression. "I think your father is right, Winifred," said Mrs. Gray faintly, and then she added, rather illogically, "but I do not understand just what you mean." "Can I take the truth too seriously, Father?" asked Winifred, still speaking with an effort. It was an ingenuous questi
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