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ADELINE: (_kind, but not going to let the truth get away_) You don't think that--having to stay within--or deciding to, rather, makes you think these things of the--blight of being without? HOLDEN: I think there is danger to you in--so young, becoming alien to society. MADELINE: As great as the danger of staying within--and becoming like the thing I'm within? HOLDEN: You wouldn't become like it. MADELINE: Why wouldn't I? That's what it does to the rest of you. I don't see it--this fullness of life business. I don't see that Uncle Felix has got it--or even Aunt Isabel, and you--I think that in buying it you're losing it. HOLDEN: I don't think you know what a cruel thing you are saying. MADELINE: There must be something pretty rotten about Morton College if you have to sell your soul to stay in it! HOLDEN: You don't 'sell your soul'. You persuade yourself to wait. MADELINE: (_unable to look at him, as if feeling shame_) You have had a talk with Uncle Felix since that day in the library you stepped aside for me to pass. HOLDEN: Yes; and with my wife's physician. If you sell your soul--it's to love you sell it. MADELINE: (_low_) That's strange. It's love that--brings life along, and then it's love--holds life back. HOLDEN: (_and all the time with this effort against hopelessness_) Leaving me out of it, I'd like to see you give yourself a little more chance for detachment. You need a better intellectual equipment if you're going to fight the world you find yourself in. I think you will count for more if you wait, and when you strike, strike more maturely. MADELINE: Detachment. (_pause_) This is one thing they do at this place. (_she moves to the open door_) Chain them up to the bars--just like this. (_in the doorway where her two grandfathers once pledged faith with the dreams of a million years, she raises clasped hands as high as they will go_) Eight hours a day--day after day. Just hold your arms up like this one hour then sit down and think about--(_as if tortured by all who have been so tortured, her body begins to give with sobs, arms drop, the last word is a sob_) detachment. HOLDEN _is standing helplessly by when her father comes in_. IRA: (_wildly_) Don't cry. No! Not in this house! I can't--Your aunt and uncle will fix it up. The law won't take you this time--and you won't do it again. MADELINE: Oh, what does _that_ matter--what they do to _me_? IRA: What are you crying about the
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