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ariability of opals! Ah! Sir John, you join us in season. We were talking of opals. Is the opal a gem that stands to represent women?" Sir John Capes smoothed his knuckles with silken palms, and with courteous antique grin, responded, "It is a gem I would never dare to offer to a lady's acceptance." "It is by repute unlucky; so you never can have done so. "Exquisite!" exclaimed the veteran in smiles, "if what you deign to imply were only true!" They entered the drawing-room among the ladies. Edward whispered in Mrs. Lovell's ear, "He is in need of the voyage." "He is very near it," she answered in the same key, and swam into general conversation. Her cold wit, Satanic as the gleam of it struck through his mind, gave him a throb of desire to gain possession of her, and crush her. CHAPTER XXII The writing of a letter to Dahlia had previously been attempted and abandoned as a sickening task. Like an idle boy with his holiday imposition, Edward shelved it among the nightmares, saying, "How can I sit down and lie to her!" and thinking that silence would prepare her bosom for the coming truth. Silence is commonly the slow poison used by those who mean to murder love. There is nothing violent about it; no shock is given; Hope is not abruptly strangled, but merely dreams of evil, and fights with gradually stifling shadows. When the last convulsions come they are not terrific; the frame has been weakened for dissolution; love dies like natural decay. It seems the kindest way of doing a cruel thing. But Dahlia wrote, crying out her agony at the torture. Possibly your nervously organized natures require a modification of the method. Edward now found himself able to conduct a correspondence. He despatched the following:-- "My Dear Dahlia,--Of course I cannot expect you to be aware of the bewildering occupations of a country house, where a man has literally not five minutes' time to call his own; so I pass by your reproaches. My father has gone at last. He has manifested an extraordinary liking for my society, and I am to join him elsewhere --perhaps run over to Paris (your city)--but at present for a few days I am my own master, and the first thing I do is to attend to your demands: not to write 'two lines,' but to give you a good long letter. "What on earth makes you fancy me unwell? You know I am never unwell. And as to your nursing me--when has there ever been
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