FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   248   249   250   251   252   253   254   255   256   257   258   259   260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   268   269   270   271   272  
273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   282   283   284   285   286   287   288   289   290   >>  
dness--and I know how great my need is. If I am to save my mother and father from starvation, I must do something, and yet--" She paused and shuddered. "Maybe it's all foolish and over-fastidious, but your suggestion sets every nerve in me on edge. It's not very different after all from your Sunday editor's suggestion--except in the spirit of its making." "Still, there is a difference," he assured her. "The footlights are between and they give a sense of separation--and protection. Was Herron--the Sunday man--particularly obnoxious? He's not human, you know--he's just an efficient machine." The fingers of the hand that lay on the table trembled a little and Mary's eyes as they met his were clouded with distress. "I hadn't supposed such things could be," she said. "He was very impersonal about it all--and he grew enthusiastic as he outlined what he wanted." Her words came slowly in a detached voice, though as she spoke her delicate features responded to the shiver of disgust that ran through her shoulders and at times her lips quivered. "He wanted me to write it all--telling about every man abroad, especially with a title, who had ever--been nice to me. He wanted pictures of me; all sorts of pictures, in evening-gowns, in polo togs--in bathing-suits. He wanted a chapter on how much my clothes used to cost--all my clothes. He said the women would 'eat that up.'" She stopped and a wan smile crept into her eyes, as she added, "I am using his words, Mr. Smitherton. But I could stand that. I sat through it. I couldn't afford to lose any chance if it was a chance I might decently take. But it was when he wanted his picture, too, Jefferson's--" She had to stop there for a moment and a mist came to her eyes which she resolutely kept from overflowing in actual tears as she went on. "It was when he wanted me to write down all his words and publish his letters that I realized I couldn't fight even starvation that way." "The damned brute!" muttered Smitherton. "The unspeakable beast!" "To do him justice," admitted the girl generously, "I think he forgot, in visualizing those pages which the women would 'eat up,' that it was actually me he was talking to--it was just outlining work to a reporter. He said something about 'sob-stuff,' too. To me, Mr. Smitherton, he spoke of all these terrible, hideous things, that I lie awake remembering, as 'sob-stuff'--and I knew that the worst of them were times that made sobs impossible
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   248   249   250   251   252   253   254   255   256   257   258   259   260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   268   269   270   271   272  
273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   282   283   284   285   286   287   288   289   290   >>  



Top keywords:

wanted

 

Smitherton

 

things

 

couldn

 

chance

 
suggestion
 

clothes

 

starvation

 
Sunday
 

pictures


decently
 
bathing
 

chapter

 

stopped

 
picture
 

afford

 

realized

 

talking

 

outlining

 
visualizing

generously

 

forgot

 
reporter
 

impossible

 

remembering

 

terrible

 
hideous
 

admitted

 
justice
 
actual

overflowing

 

resolutely

 
moment
 

publish

 

letters

 

muttered

 

unspeakable

 

damned

 

Jefferson

 
slowly

footlights

 

assured

 

difference

 

spirit

 

making

 
separation
 

efficient

 

obnoxious

 

protection

 
Herron