so cruel? He was frightened at his own thoughts, and yet wondered that
they had never occurred to him before.
As the early morning drew in, Johnson, sick at heart and shivering in
every limb, sat with his great coat huddled round him, staring at the
grey ashes and waiting hopelessly for some relief. His face was white
and clammy, and his nerves had been numbed into a half conscious state
by the long monotony of misery. But suddenly all his feelings leapt
into keen life again as he heard the bedroom door open and the doctor's
steps upon the stair. Robert Johnson was precise and unemotional in
everyday life, but he almost shrieked now as he rushed forward to know
if it were over.
One glance at the stern, drawn face which met him showed that it was no
pleasant news which had sent the doctor downstairs. His appearance had
altered as much as Johnson's during the last few hours. His hair was
on end, his face flushed, his forehead dotted with beads of
perspiration. There was a peculiar fierceness in his eye, and about
the lines of his mouth, a fighting look as befitted a man who for hours
on end had been striving with the hungriest of foes for the most
precious of prizes. But there was a sadness too, as though his grim
opponent had been overmastering him. He sat down and leaned his head
upon his hand like a man who is fagged out.
"I thought it my duty to see you, Mr. Johnson, and to tell you that it
is a very nasty case. Your wife's heart is not strong, and she has
some symptoms which I do not like. What I wanted to say is that if you
would like to have a second opinion I shall be very glad to meet anyone
whom you might suggest."
Johnson was so dazed by his want of sleep and the evil news that he
could hardly grasp the doctor's meaning. The other, seeing him
hesitate, thought that he was considering the expense.
"Smith or Hawley would come for two guineas," said he. "But I think
Pritchard of the City Road is the best man."
"Oh, yes, bring the best man," cried Johnson.
"Pritchard would want three guineas. He is a senior man, you see."
"I'd give him all I have if he would pull her through. Shall I run for
him?"
"Yes. Go to my house first and ask for the green baize bag. The
assistant will give it to you. Tell him I want the A. C. E. mixture.
Her heart is too weak for chloroform. Then go for Pritchard and bring
him back with you."
It was heavenly for Johnson to have something to do and to
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