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ong sleep under the green by Soeren's side was a tempting thought, if only one could be sure of not feeling the cold. Yes, and that the child was looked after, of course. "Then I'll go over to my new father," declared Ditte whenever it was spoken of. Granny need have no fear for her. "But do you think Grandfather Soeren's still there?" Yes, that was what old Maren was not quite sure of herself. She could so well imagine the grave as the end of everything, and rest peacefully with that thought; oh! the blissfulness of laying one's tired head where no carts could be heard, and to be free for all eternity from aches and pains and troubles, and only rest. Perhaps this would not be allowed--there was so much talking: the parson said one thing and the lay preacher another. Soeren might not be there any longer, and she would have to search for him till she found him, which would be difficult enough if after death he had been transformed to youth again. Soeren had been wild and dissipated. Where he was, Maren must also be, there was no doubt about that. But she preferred to have it arranged so that she could have a long rest by Soeren's side, as a reward for all those weary years. "Then I'll go to my new father!" repeated Ditte. This had become her refrain. "Ay, just as ye like!" answered Maren harshly. She did not like the child taking the subject so calmly. But Ditte needed some one who could secure her future. Granny was no good, she was too old and helpless, and she was a woman. There ought to be a man! And now she had found him. She lay down to sleep behind Granny with a new feeling now; she had a real father, just like other children, one who was married to her mother, and in addition possessed a horse and cart. The bald young owner of the Sand farm, who was so thin and mean that he froze everybody near him, she never took to, he was too cold for that. But the rag and bone man had taken her on his knee and shouted in her ear with his big blustering voice. They might shout "brat" after her as much as they liked, for all she cared. She had a father taller than any of theirs, he had to bend his head when he stood under the beams in Granny's sitting room. The outlook was so much better now, one fell asleep feeling richer and woke again--not disappointed as when one had dreamt--but with a feeling of security. Such a father was much better to depend upon, than an old blind Granny, who was nothing but a bundle of
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