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I knew there were prospectors all over, seeking for what I had found, and how could I dare stay in my cabin and be traced by a stray horse wandering to my door? Three coldblooded, selfish murders would now be resting on my soul. It's no use for a man to shut his eyes and say 'I didn't know.' It's his business to know. When you speak of the 'Curse of Cain,' think what I might be bearing now, and remember, if a man repents of his act, there's mercy for him. So I was taught, and so I believe. "When I looked in your face, lying there in my bunk, then I knew that mercy had been shown me, and for this, here is the thing I mean to do. It is to show my gold and the mine from which it came to you--" "No, no! I can't bear it. I must not know." Harry King threw up his hands as if in fright and rose, trembling in every limb. "Man, what ails you?" "Don't. Don't put temptation in my way that I may not be strong enough to resist." "I say, what ails you? It's a good thing, rightly used. It may help you to a way out of your trouble. If I never return--I will, mind you,--but we never know--if not, my life will surely not have been spent for naught. You, now, are all I have on earth besides the gold. It was to have been my son's, and it is yours. It might as well have been left in the heart of the mountain, else." "Better. The longer I think on it, the more I see that there is no hope for me, no true repentance,--" Again that expression on Harry King's face filled Larry's heart with deep pity. An inward terror seemed to convulse his features and throw a pallor as of age and years of sorrow into his visage. Then he continued, after a moment of self-mastery: "No true repentance for me but to go back and take the punishment. For this winter I will live here in peace, and do for Madam Manovska and her daughter what I can, and anything I can do for you,--then I must return and give myself up. The gold only holds out a worldly hope to me, and makes what I must do seem harder. I am afraid of it." "I'll make you a promise that if I return I'll not let you have it, but that it shall be turned to some good work. If I do not return, it will rest on your conscience that before you make your confession, you shall see it well placed for a charity. You'll have to find the charity, I can't say what it should be offhand now, but come with me. I must tell some man living my secret, and you're the only one. Besides--I trust you. Surely I do
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