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member? Was there anything he had forgotten about this beloved place? He brought her the water and she made him sit beside her, but not near, only that she need not look in his eyes. "Richard, I thought something was love--that was not--I didn't know. It was only liking--and--and now I--I've been so wrong--and I want to die--Oh, I want to die! No, don't. Do you want to make me sin again? Oh, Richard, Richard! If you had only come before! Now it is too late." She began sobbing bitterly, and her small frame shook with her grief. He seized her wrists and his hand trembled. She tried to cover her face with her hands, but he took them down and held them. "Betty, what have you done? Tell me--tell me quick." Then she turned her face toward him, wet with tears. "Have pity on me, Richard. Have pity on me, Richard, for my heart is broken, and the thing that hurts me most is that it will hurt you." "But it wasn't yesterday when I came to you out there in the woods. I heard you laughing, and you ran to meet me as happy as ever--" "You did not hear me laugh once again after you came and looked in my eyes there in the grove. It was in that instant that my heart began to break, and now I know why. Go back to Cheyenne. Go far away and never think of me any more. I am not worthy of you, anyway. I have let you hold me in your arms and kiss me when I ought not. Oh, I have been so bad--so bad! Let me hide my face. I can't look in your eyes any more." But he was cruel. He made her look in his eyes and tell him all the sorrowful truth. Then at last he grew pitiful again and tried brokenly to comfort her, to make her feel that something would intervene to help them, but in his heart he knew that his cause was lost, and his hopes burned within him, a heap of smoldering coals dying in their own ashes. He had always loved Peter Junior too well to blame him especially as Peter could not have known what havoc he was making of his cousin's hopes. It had all been a terrible mischance, and now they must make the best of it and be brave. Yet a feeling of resentment would creep into his heart in spite of his manful resolve to be fair to his cousin, and let nothing interfere with their lifelong friendship. In vain he told himself that Peter had the same right as he to seek Betty's love. Why not? Why should he think himself the only one to be considered? But there was Betty! And when he thought of her, his soul seemed to go out of him.
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