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ng of themselves is being wrenched away from them. She said that her children were all bad and unnatural; that she had spent her whole life in their interests; that if it had not been for her, we should all of us have grown up without education or accomplishments, or looks, or anything else; that she watched over us incessantly when we were little children, denying herself, spending her youth in devotion to us, when she might have gone into the world, and had some brightness and pleasure. If we imagined that she had never felt the dulness of her life, and never longed to go about and see people and things, we were much mistaken. But she had renounced everything she cared for, from her girlhood--she was scarcely older than I when her sacrifices began--and now her children gave no consideration to her; they were ready to scatter themselves hither and thither without a thought of her, or her wishes. They even talked scoffingly of the kind of life that she had led for _them_--for _them_, she repeated bitterly." Hadria's face had clouded. "Truly parents must have a bad time of it!" she exclaimed, "but does it really console them that their children should have a bad time of it too?" Algitha was trembling and very pale. "Mother says I shall ruin my life by this fad. What real good am I going to do? She says it is absurd the way we talk of things we know nothing about." "But she won't let us know about things; one must talk about _some_thing!" cried Hadria with a dispirited laugh. "She says she has experience of life, and we are ignorant of it. I reminded her that our ignorance was not exactly our fault." "Ah! precisely. Parents throw their children's ignorance in their teeth, having taken precious good care to prevent their knowing anything. I can't understand parents; they must have been young themselves once. Yet they seem to have forgotten all about it. They keep us hoodwinked and infantile, and then launch us headlong into life, with all its problems to meet, and all momentous decisions made for us, past hope of undoing." Hadria rose restlessly in her excitement. "Surely no creature was ever dealt with so insanely as the well-brought-up girl! Surely no well-wisher so sincere as the average parent ever ill-treated his charge so preposterously." Again there was a long silence, filled with painful thought. "One begins to understand a little, why women do things that one despises, and why the proudest of the
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