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Heavens! the misfortunes of Sir Philip Blandford weigh so heavily on my spirits, that--but confusion to melancholy! I am come here to meet an angel, who will, in a moment, drive away the blue devils like mist before the sun. Let me again read the dear words; [_Reading a letter._] "I confess, I love you still;" [_Kisses the letter._] but I dare not believe their truth till her sweet lips confirm it. Ah! she's there--Susan, my angel! a thousand thanks. A life of love can alone repay the joy your letter gave me. _Susan._ Do you not despise me? _Handy, jun._ No; love you more than ever. _Susan._ Oh! Robert, this is the very crisis of my fate.----From this moment we meet with honour, or we meet no more. If we must part, perhaps, when you lead your happy bride to church, you may stumble over your Susan's grave. Well, be it so. _Handy, jun._ Away with such sombre thoughts! _Susan._ Tell me my doom--yet hold--you are wild, impetuous--you do not give your heart fair play--therefore promise me (perhaps 'tis the last favour I shall ask), that before you determine whether our love shall die or live with honour, you will remain here alone a few moments, and that you will give those moments to reflection. _Handy, jun._ I do--I will. _Susan._ With a throbbing heart I will wait at a little distance. May virtuous love and sacred honour direct his thoughts! [_Aside.--Exit._ _Handy, jun._ Yes, I will reflect, that I am the most fortunate fellow in England. She loves me still--what is the consequence?--that love will triumph--that she will be mine--mine without the degradation of marriage--love, pride, all gratified--how I shall be envied when I triumphantly pass the circles of fashion! One will cry, "Who is that angel?"--another, "Happy fellow!" then Susan will smile around--will she smile? oh yes--she will be all gaiety--mingle with the votaries of pleasure, and--what! Susan Ashfield the companion of licentious women!--Damnation!--no! I wrong her--she would not--she would rather shun society--she would be melancholy--melancholy! [_Sighs, and looks at his watch._]--would the time were over!--Pshaw! I think of it too seriously--'Tis false--I do not.--Should her virtue yield to love, would not remorse affect her health? should I not behold that lovely form sicken and decay--perhaps die?--die! then what am I?--a villain, loaded with her parents' curses and my own.--Let me fly from the dreadful thought.--But how fly from
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