FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148  
149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   >>   >|  
both that his confidence was profound that it was not necessary, and that that incapacity to betray that might be predicated of Old Steadfast was confined to but one of the two upon this rock. The enlightenment stung, then immediately brought out a reaction. "To each some specialty in error! I no more than he am monstrous!" There arose a desire to defend himself, to show Old Steadfast certain things. He spoke. "We are going to fight presently--" "Yes." "That's understood. Now listen to me a little! For long years we were together, friends near and warm! You knew that I saw differently from you in regard to many things--in regard, for instance, to women. I remember old discussions.... Well, you differed, and sometimes you were angry. But for all that, friendship never went out with violence! You knew the ancient current that I swam in--that it was narrower, more mixed with earth, than your own! But you were tolerant. You took me as I was.... What has developed was essentially there then, and you knew it. The difference is that at last it touched what you held to be your own. Then, and not till then, the sinner became _anathema!_" "In some part you say truth. But my load of inconsistency does not lighten yours of guilt." "Perhaps not. We were friends. Five-sixths of me made a fair enough friend and comrade. We interlocked. You had gifts and possessions I had not. I liked the oak-feeling of you--the great ship in sail! In turn, I had the key, perhaps, to a few lands of bloom and flavor that you lacked. We interchanged and thought that we were each the richer. Five-sixths.... Say, then, that the other sixth might be defined as no-friend, or as false friend! Say that it was wilful, impatient of superiorities, proud, vain, willing to hurt, betray, and play the demon generally! Say that once it gave itself swing it darkened some of the other sixths.... Well, it is done! Yet there was gold. Perhaps, laird of Glenfernie, there is still gold in the mine!" "You are mistaken in your proportions. Gold! You are to me the specter of the Kelpie's Pool!" Silence held for a minute or two. The clouds, passing between earth and sun, made against the mountain slopes impalpable, dark, fantastic shapes. An eagle wheeled above its nest at the mountain-top. Ian spoke again. His tone had altered. "If I do not decline remorse, I at least decline the leaden cope of it you would have me wear! There is such a thing as fair play to o
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148  
149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

friend

 

sixths

 

friends

 

mountain

 

betray

 

things

 

regard

 

Steadfast

 

Perhaps

 

decline


possessions
 

superiorities

 

generally

 
wilful
 
flavor
 
lacked
 

interchanged

 
defined
 

feeling

 

thought


richer

 

impatient

 

mistaken

 

wheeled

 

altered

 

remorse

 

leaden

 

shapes

 

fantastic

 

interlocked


proportions
 
specter
 
Glenfernie
 

darkened

 

Kelpie

 

slopes

 

impalpable

 

Silence

 
minute
 
clouds

passing

 

listen

 
understood
 

predicated

 
instance
 

differently

 
confined
 

presently

 

specialty

 
immediately