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else, so long as it were made impossible for her to bruise and exhaust her young bloom amid such scenes--such gross physical abominations. Amazing!--how meanly, passionately timorous the man of Raeburn's type can be for the woman! He himself may be morally "ever a fighter," and feel the glow, the stern joy of the fight. But she!--let her leave the human brute and his unsavoury struggle alone! It cannot be borne--it was never meant--that she should dip her delicate wings, of her own free will at least, in such a mire of blood and tears. It was the feeling that had possessed him when Mrs. Boyce told him of the visit to the prison, the night in the cottage. In her whirl of feverish thought, she divined him very closely. Presently, as he watched her--hating the man for driving and the cab for shaking--he saw her white lips suddenly smile. "I know," she said, rousing herself to look at him; "you think nursing is all like that!" "I hope not!" he said, with effort, trying to smile too. "I never saw a fight before," she said, shutting her eyes again. "Nobody is ever rude to us--I often pine for experiences!" How like her old, wild tone! His rigid look softened involuntarily. "Well, you have got one now," he said, bending over to her. "Does your arm hurt you much?" "Yes,--but I can bear it. What vexes me is that I shall have to give up work for a bit.--Mr. Raeburn!" "Yes." His heart beat. "We may meet often--mayn't we?--at Lady Winterbourne's--or in the country? Couldn't we be friends? You don't know how often--" She turned away her weary head a moment--gathered strength to begin again--"--how often I have regretted--last year. I see now--that I behaved--more unkindly"--her voice was almost a whisper--"than I thought then. But it is all done with--couldn't we just be good friends--understand each other, perhaps, better than we ever did?" She kept her eyes closed, shaken with alternate shame and daring. As for him, he was seized with overpowering dumbness and chill. What was really in his mind was the Terrace--was Wharton's advancing figure. But her state--the moment--coerced him. "We could not be anything but friends," he said gently, but with astonishing difficulty; and then could find nothing more to say. She knew his reserve, however, and would not this time be repelled. She put out her hand. "No!" she said, looking at it and withdrawing it with a shudder; "oh no!" Then suddenly a passion of
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