ing seems too high for my wings, too glorious for my
eyes. It was mine ignorance that made me fear thee. A knowledge that is
not in books seems to breathe around thee as an atmosphere. How little
have I read!--how little have I learned! Yet when thou art by my side,
it seems as if the veil were lifted from all wisdom and all Nature. I
startle when I look even at the words I have written; they seem not to
come from myself, but are the signs of another language which thou hast
taught my heart, and which my hand traces rapidly, as at thy dictation.
Sometimes, while I write or muse, I could fancy that I heard light wings
hovering around me, and saw dim shapes of beauty floating round, and
vanishing as they smiled upon me. No unquiet and fearful dream ever
comes to me now in sleep, yet sleep and waking are alike but as one
dream. In sleep I wander with thee, not through the paths of earth, but
through impalpable air--an air which seems a music--upward and upward,
as the soul mounts on the tones of a lyre! Till I knew thee, I was as a
slave to the earth. Thou hast given to me the liberty of the universe!
Before, it was life; it seems to me now as if I had commenced eternity!

....

"Formerly, when I was to appear upon the stage, my heart beat more
loudly. I trembled to encounter the audience, whose breath gave shame or
renown; and now I have no fear of them. I see them, heed them, hear them
not! I know that there will be music in my voice, for it is a hymn that
I pour to thee. Thou never comest to the theatre; and that no longer
grieves me. Thou art become too sacred to appear a part of the common
world, and I feel glad that thou art not by when crowds have a right to
judge me.

....

"And he spoke to me of ANOTHER: to another he would consign me! No, it
is not love that I feel for thee, Zanoni; or why did I hear thee without
anger, why did thy command seem to me not a thing impossible? As
the strings of the instrument obey the hand of the master, thy look
modulates the wildest chords of my heart to thy will. If it please
thee,--yes, let it be so. Thou art lord of my destinies; they cannot
rebel against thee! I almost think I could love him, whoever it be, on
whom thou wouldst shed the rays that circumfuse thyself. Whatever thou
hast touched, I love; whatever thou speakest of, I love. Thy hand played
with these vine leaves; I wear them in my bosom. Thou seemest to me the
source of all love; too high and too bright to be l