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ls of nineteen, but it was her reason that had informed her, not her feelings. In her sheltered life, her heart had never been ruffled except by rare fits of passion--"tantrums" old Nicholas Treffry dubbed them--at what seemed to her mean or unjust. "If I were a man," she said, "and going to be great, I should have wanted to begin at the very bottom as you did." "Yes," said Harz quickly, "one should be able to feel everything." She did not notice how simply he assumed that he was going to be great. He went on, a smile twisting his mouth unpleasantly beneath its dark moustache--"Not many people think like you! It's a crime not to have been born a gentleman." "That's a sneer," said Christian; "I didn't think you would have sneered!" "It is true. What is the use of pretending that it isn't?" "It may be true, but it is finer not to say it!" "By Heavens!" said Harz, striking one hand into the other, "if more truth were spoken there would not be so many shams." Christian looked down at him from her seat on the stile. "You are right all the same, Fraulein Christian," he added suddenly; "that's a very little business. Work is what matters, and trying to see the beauty in the world." Christian's face changed. She understood, well enough, this craving after beauty. Slipping down from the stile, she drew a slow deep breath. "Yes!" she said. Neither spoke for some time, then Harz said shyly: "If you and Fraulein Greta would ever like to come and see my studio, I should be so happy. I would try and clean it up for you!" "I should like to come. I could learn something. I want to learn." They were both silent till the path joined the road. "We must be in front of the others; it's nice to be in front--let's dawdle. I forgot--you never dawdle, Herr Harz." "After a big fit of work, I can dawdle against any one; then I get another fit of work--it's like appetite." "I'm always dawdling," answered Christian. By the roadside a peasant woman screwed up her sun-dried face, saying in a low voice: "Please, gracious lady, help me to lift this basket!" Christian stooped, but before she could raise it, Harz hoisted it up on his back. "All right," he nodded; "this good lady doesn't mind." The woman, looking very much ashamed, walked along by Christian; she kept rubbing her brown hands together, and saying; "Gracious lady, I would not have wished. It is heavy, but I would not have wished." "I'm sure he
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