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e need learn--that every woman need learn. I should like you to make use of your brains--if that is really what you have been unhappy about, Cicely. But is it so, my dear?" "Oh, I don't know," said Cicely. "I suppose not. If I had wanted to learn things, there are plenty of books at Kencote and I had plenty of time. It was in London--it was just one of the things. First I was jealous--I suppose it was that--because Dick and Humphrey had always had such a good time and seemed to belong to everything, and I was so out of it all. I still think that very unfair. Then when I went to Aunt Emmeline's and saw what a good time Angela and Beatrice had in a different sort of way--I wanted that too. And I think _that_ is unfair. When I talked to them--I like them very much, but I suppose they wanted to show how much better off they were than I am--the only thing they seemed to think I was lucky in was my allowance, and even then they said they didn't see how I could spend it, as I never went anywhere. I felt so _ignorant_ beside them. Once Angela said something to me in French--the maid was in the room--and I didn't understand her. I was ashamed. Mother, I think I ought to have had the chances that Angela and Beatrice have had." Mrs. Clinton listened with a grave face. How could she not have believed most of it to be true? She knew that, in marrying her, her husband had been considered to be marrying rather beneath him. And yet, her brother's daughters were--there was no doubt of it--better fitted to take a place, even a high place, in the world than her own daughter. Her husband could never have seen it, but she knew that it was true. Her younger niece was already engaged to be married to a man of some mark in the world, and she would be an intellectual companion to him. If Cicely had caught the fancy of such a man she would have had everything to learn. Even in this deplorable danger through which she had just passed, it was her ignorance that had laid her open to it. Perhaps her very ignorance had attracted the man to her, but he certainly would not have been able so to bend her to his will if she had lived more in the world. "There is one thing, darling," said Mrs. Clinton, "that we have not spoken of. I don't want to complicate the troubles you are passing through, but it has a bearing on what you have been saying." "You mean about Jim," said Cicely courageously. "Yes. Father and I have both been very glad of what we
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