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nity. "Thank me for telling you," Felix rejoined. "It 's a good thing to know." "I am not sure of that," said Mr. Brand. "Ah, don't let her languish!" Felix murmured, lightly and softly. "You do advise me, then?" And Mr. Brand looked up. "I congratulate you!" said Felix, smiling. He had thought at first his visitor was simply appealing; but he saw he was a little ironical. "It is in your interest; you have interfered with me," the young clergyman went on. Felix still stood and smiled. The little room had grown darker, and the crimson glow had faded; but Mr. Brand could see the brilliant expression of his face. "I won't pretend not to know what you mean," said Felix at last. "But I have not really interfered with you. Of what you had to lose--with another person--you have lost nothing. And think what you have gained!" "It seems to me I am the proper judge, on each side," Mr. Brand declared. He got up, holding the brim of his hat against his mouth and staring at Felix through the dusk. "You have lost an illusion!" said Felix. "What do you call an illusion?" "The belief that you really know--that you have ever really known--Gertrude Wentworth. Depend upon that," pursued Felix. "I don't know her yet; but I have no illusions; I don't pretend to." Mr. Brand kept gazing, over his hat. "She has always been a lucid, limpid nature," he said, solemnly. "She has always been a dormant nature. She was waiting for a touchstone. But now she is beginning to awaken." "Don't praise her to me!" said Mr. Brand, with a little quaver in his voice. "If you have the advantage of me that is not generous." "My dear sir, I am melting with generosity!" exclaimed Felix. "And I am not praising my cousin. I am simply attempting a scientific definition of her. She doesn't care for abstractions. Now I think the contrary is what you have always fancied--is the basis on which you have been building. She is extremely preoccupied with the concrete. I care for the concrete, too. But Gertrude is stronger than I; she whirls me along!" Mr. Brand looked for a moment into the crown of his hat. "It 's a most interesting nature." "So it is," said Felix. "But it pulls--it pulls--like a runaway horse. Now I like the feeling of a runaway horse; and if I am thrown out of the vehicle it is no great matter. But if you should be thrown, Mr. Brand"--and Felix paused a moment--"another person also would suffer from the accident." "W
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