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have no strength to argue the point. You had better arrange to leave to-morrow afternoon, and give instructions to that effect to the servants." Jack's start of surprise was entirely disagreeable. He had not expected to be dismissed in this summary fashion, and the thought of so speedy a break with the new life came upon him with a positive shock. To-morrow! To-morrow, then, at this very hour he would be back in the dingy lodgings which did duty for home, preparing to sit down to a solitary meal, to spend a solitary evening, to sleep and wake up to a day's work in the stifling City, where the thought of green fields and rose- gardens, and wide, stretching lawns would seem as unreal as a dream. A weight of depression settled on him, as he exclaimed-- "To-morrow! But--unless you wish it, there is no hurry--I could wait until the end of the week. If I left on Saturday, I could still begin work on Monday." "For what object? Since you have decided not to remain, it is better for all reasons that you should return at once. You have put your work before everything else--then why delay in getting back to it? For my own part, since you refuse to consent to my conditions, it would simplify matters if you returned at once. The position is difficult, and my strength is rapidly failing. I should have been glad if you had consented to grant me these few weeks out of your life, but, since it is not to be, I prefer to finish the matter once for all." He held out his hand as he spoke. "Good-bye, Melland--my best wishes! I shall not see you in the morning!" Jack took the proffered hand, and held it in silence, his face a study of perplexity and remorse. An Englishman hates to express his emotions, but to a generous nature the sting of ungratefulness is even more abhorrent. At that moment it seemed a little thing to spare a few months of strong, young life to gratify the whim of a dying man. Jack's heart reproached him, and he spoke in eager accents. "If I could be a help to you, sir--if I felt that my presence gave you pleasure or comfort, I would stay willingly as long as you wished; but you have kept so much apart, that there has been no opportunity--" Mr Farrell disengaged his hand, and turned aside with a wearied air. "Good-bye, Melland!" he repeated. "I wish you a pleasant journey!" So far as any change of voice or manner was concerned, he might not have heard the young man's protest. Jack turned
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