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ear they would break the spell. "The rest is like a bad dream to me," the man continued in a weary voice. "Ghost-ridden, haunted, I came to this country incognito--under what you call an assumed name. For a short time I stayed in New Orleans----" "But your violin!" Betty interrupted in a voice that amazed her, it seemed so little and weak. "Surely you were under contract." The man turned on her what was almost a pitying look from his sunken eyes. "I could not play," he said, with a shrug of his shoulders. "To have gone to my manager would have been like going to the hangman--the electric chair, what you have in this country. No, mademoiselle, I was a murderer, a man hunted by his fellowmen. There was but one thing for me to do--to hide, to dodge about like a rabbit from a pack of baying dogs. Hide!" he added bitterly. "I could not hide from myself. "Always when the night grows dark and the wind it makes to howl around this place I can hear my brother's voice uplifted in anger. We quarreled over something my uncle had said--a foolish quarrel. He called me liar, and I--something snapped in my brain, I think, and for a moment everything went red. There was a wine bottle on the table--we had been drinking--blindly I struck out with it---- Now, when the darkness comes and the wildcat calls into the night with a scream like a soul in torment, I hear again the tinkling of that bottle as it shattered, the short groan, the falling of a heavy body. "It is a wonder that I have not gone mad," he said. "Many a time I have prayed that I might or that I might find courage to end this miserable life and go to join my brother. But I am a coward, a coward----" His voice lowered till it was almost inaudible and tears trickled through the long white fingers. "I have not the courage even to die. There is a tribunal above that I should have to face, more just, more awful, than any man-made law. There you have what Paul Loup has become." "But you must not speak that way," said Betty, whose quick mind had been forging ahead while the man had been speaking. "It is one thing to kill a man deliberately, and quite another to kill in hot blood, blindly. Besides," she added eagerly, "you are not even sure that you did kill your brother. Did you--have you seen the papers since--since you ran away?" "No," said the man. His tone was dead, hopeless. "I was afraid of what I might find there. He was dead, Mademoiselle," he added wearily.
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