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ady was a greatly changed woman. There were thoughts in her heart which she revealed to no one, but which influenced her every deed and decision. She had gone over and over her wasted life and could find no blame for any one individual, for, looked at from all points, it was conditions that were her enemies, conditions made by the rich in their greed of plunder. If she had been stronger she might have combatted these conditions, but the uselessness of such a struggle had been demonstrated by so many--she did not have courage or faith in her own ability to conquer. Like hundreds of poor girls, she had drifted from bad to worse, until that mad marriage to Jim Denton capped the climax of her wickedness. Now, with her newly awakened understanding she desired to do penance for her sin. It was a part of that old religion which she had long ago discarded. At the confessional she told her wrongdoing and received absolution so far as it is in the power of God's mediators to absolve one, but to promise to live, uprightly forevermore did not satisfy her soul. She felt the need of further self-abnegation; she must crucify body and spirit to complete the penance. With the calmness, even exultation, of a martyr she made her preparations. There were wishes to be expressed and letters to be written. One of these letters reached Faith as she sat with her mother early one evening; the writing so faint and uneven that she could hardly decipher it. "Oh, mother! mother!" she cried as she perused it. "Quick! get on your hat and come with me! The letter is from Maggie--she is sick--or dying!" As they hurried from the house Mr. Watkins joined them. In five minutes they were in a carriage driving swiftly toward Maggie's address. As Faith opened the door leading to Maggie's rooms she came upon a scene that nearly paralyzed her senses. Poor Maggie was half lying and half sitting upon a couch, her husband supporting her tenderly while Miss Fairbanks stood by administering a cordial. There was another person in the room whom Faith knew at once to be a physician, but she had eyes nor ears for no one but Maggie. "Oh, you poor, dear child! What has happened?" she asked quickly as she went over and knelt by the side of the poor creature. "I thought you would come," whispered Maggie faintly. "I wanted to see you, oh, so much! I wanted--to--thank--you!" She lay back on her pillow with a stifled groan while James Denton wiped
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