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ing me! I am quite willing. You are my friend, are you not? I certainly can open the bottom of my heart to you; you will see only one image there." "Do you talk about our love to that man?" "He is my confessor." "Does he know that I love you?" "M. de Montriveau, you cannot claim, I think, to penetrate the secrets of the confessional?" "Does that man know all about our quarrels and my love for you?" "That man, monsieur; say God!" "God again! _I_ ought to be alone in your heart. But leave God alone where He is, for the love of God and me. Madame, you _shall not_ go to confession again, or----" "Or?" she repeated sweetly. "Or I will never come back here." "Then go, Armand. Good-bye, good-bye forever." She rose and went to her boudoir without so much as a glance at Armand, as he stood with his hand on the back of a chair. How long he stood there motionless he himself never knew. The soul within has the mysterious power of expanding as of contracting space. He opened the door of the boudoir. It was dark within. A faint voice was raised to say sharply: "I did not ring. What made you come in without orders? Go away, Suzette." "Then you are ill," exclaimed Montriveau. "Stand up, monsieur, and go out of the room for a minute at any rate," she said, ringing the bell. "Mme la Duchesse rang for lights?" said the footman, coming in with the candles. When the lovers were alone together, Mme de Langeais still lay on her couch; she was just as silent and motionless as if Montriveau had not been there. "Dear, I was wrong," he began, a note of pain and a sublime kindness in his voice. "Indeed, I would not have you without religion----" "It is fortunate that you can recognise the necessity of a conscience," she said in a hard voice, without looking at him. "I thank you in God's name." The General was broken down by her harshness; this woman seemed as if she could be at will a sister or a stranger to him. He made one despairing stride towards the door. He would leave her forever without another word. He was wretched; and the Duchess was laughing within herself over mental anguish far more cruel than the old judicial torture. But as for going away, it was not in his power to do it. In any sort of crisis, a woman is, as it were, bursting with a certain quantity of things to say; so long as she has not delivered herself of them, she experiences the sensation which we are apt to feel at the sight of
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