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d he, as she paused upon the threshold. "So I waited." She went to the bureau, unlocked the top drawer, took the ten-dollar bill she had under some undershirts there, put it in her right stocking where there were already a five and a two. She locked the drawer, tossed the key into an open box of hairpins. She moved toward the door. "Where are you going?" asked he, still staring at the ceiling. "Out. I've made almost nothing this week." "Sit down. I want to talk to you." She hesitated, seated herself on a chair near the bed. He frowned at her. "You've been drinking?" "Yes." "I've been drinking myself, but I've got a nose like a hunting dog. What do you do it for?" "What's the use of explaining? You'd not understand." "Perhaps I would. I'm one-fourth Italian--and they understand everything. . . . You're fond of reading, aren't you?" "It passes the time." "While I was waiting for you I glanced at your new books--Emerson--Dickens--Zola." He was looking toward the row of paper backs that filled almost the whole length of the mantel. "I must read them. I always like your books. You spend nearly as much time reading as I do--and you don't need it, for you've got a good education. What do you read for? To amuse yourself?" "No." "To get away from yourself?" "No." "Then why?" persisted he. "To find out about myself." He thought a moment, turned his face toward her. "You _are_ clever!" he said admiringly. "What's your game?" "My game?" "What are you aiming for? You've got too much sense not to be aiming for something." She looked at him; the expression that marked her as a person peculiar and apart was glowing in her eyes like a bed of red-hot coals covered with ashes. "What?" he repeated. "To get strong," replied she. "Women are born weak and bred weaker. I've got to get over being a woman. For there isn't any place in this world for a woman except under the shelter of some man. And I don't want that." The underlying strength of her features abruptly came into view. "And I won't have it," she added. He laughed. "But the men'll never let _you_ be anything but a woman." "We'll see," said she, smiling. The strong look had vanished into the soft contour of her beautiful youth. "Personally, I like you better when you've been drinking," he went on. "You're sad when you're sober. As you drink you liven up." "When I get over being sad if I'm so
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