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n't send me away so quickly," she pleaded. "I've not been telling the exact truth. I came only partly because I feared you were suspecting me. The real reason was that--that I couldn't stay away any longer. I know you're not in the least interested in me----" She was watching him narrowly for signs of contradiction. She hoped she had not watched in vain. "Why should you be?" she went on. "But ever since you opened my eyes and set me to thinking, I can do nothing but think about the things you have said to me, and long to come to you and ask you questions and hear more." Victor was staring hard into the wall of foliage. His face was set. She thought she had never seen anything so resolute, so repelling as the curve of his long jaw bone. "I'll go now," she said, making a pretended move toward rising. "I've no right to annoy you." He stood up abruptly, without looking at her. "Yes, you'd better go," he said curtly. She quivered--and it was with a pang of genuine pain. His gaze was not so far from her as it seemed. For he must have noted her expression, since he said hurriedly: "I beg your pardon. It isn't that I mean to be rude. I--I--it is best that I do not see you." She sank back in the chair with a sigh. "And I--I know that I ought to keep away from you. But--I can't. It's too strong for me." He looked at her slowly. "I have made up my mind to put you out of my head," he said. "And I shall." "Don't!" she cried. "Victor--don't!" He sat again, rested his forearms upon the table, leaned toward her. "Look at me," he said. She slowly lifted her gaze to his, met it steadily. "I thought so, Victor," she said tenderly. "I knew I couldn't care so much unless you cared at least a little ." "Do I?" said he. "I don't know. I doubt if either of us is in love with the other. Certainly, you are not the sort of woman I could love--deeply love. What I feel for you is the sort of thing that passes. It is violent while it lasts, but it passes." "I don't care!" cried she recklessly. "Whatever it is I want it!" He shook his head resolutely. "No," he said. "You don't want it, and I don't want it. I know the kind of life you've mapped out for yourself--as far as women of your class map out anything. It's the only kind of life possible to you. And it's of a kind with which I could, and would, have nothing to do." "Why do you say that?" protested she. "You could make of me wh
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