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ave. If one sorrow is in your heart, if you have learned the beauty and the nobility of it, you can teach others the same thing. You can show them how to rise above it, like the tree that had one long lifetime of hurt, and ended in mine Cremona to help all who hear. The one who plays the instrument must be made in the same way, of the same influences--the cutting, the night, and the cold. Of softness nothing good ever comes, for one must always fight. "Nothing in this whole world is free but the sun and the fresh air and the water to drink. We must pay the fair price for all else. I have had mine fame and I have paid mine price, but the heights are lonely, and sometimes I think it would be better to walk in the valley with a woman's hand in mine. But at the first, before I knew, I chose. I said: 'I will be an artist,' and so I am, but I have paid, oh, mine son, I have paid and I am still paying! There is no end!" The Master's face was grey and haggard, but his eyes burned. Lynn saw what it had cost him to open this secret chamber--to lay bare this old wound. "And I," he said huskily, "I touched the Cremona!" "Yes," said the Master, sadly, "on that first day, you lifted up mine Cremona, and until to-day I have never forgiven. There has been resentment in mine old heart for you, though I have tried to put it aside. Her hands were last upon it--hers and mine. When I touched it, it was the place where her white fingers rested, where many a time I put mine kiss to ease mine heart. And you, you took that away from me!" "If I had only known," murmured Lynn. "But you did not know," said the Master, kindly; "and to-day I have forgiven." "Thank you," returned Lynn, with a lump in his throat; "it is much to give." "Sometimes," sighed the Master, "when I have been discouraged, I have been very hungry for someone to understand me--someone to laugh, to touch mine tired eyes, to make me forget with her little sweet ways. In mine fancy, I have seen it all, and more. "When I have gone down the hill to the post-office, where there has never been the letter from her, and the little children have run to me, holding out their arms that I should take them up, I have felt that the price was too high that I have paid. But all the time I have understood that on the heights one must go alone, for a time at least, with the thunders and the lightnings and the storms. If I had been given one son, I think he would have been like yo
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