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scarded for a flimsy kind of an exquisite thing of blue--hardly a dress, although it had a lot of lace and seemed to fit her perfectly. It was open at the throat like some dresses, and the sleeves fell away from her arms; but I had seen one instinctive movement she made to pull it closer which might have indicated embarrassment. "I've come with Monsieur's permission," I said, bowing over her hand. "With Monsieur's permission," she repeated after me. "We seem to do nothing but with Monsieur's permission." I saw that she was nervous and very much upset, so replied as gently as I could: "But this visit involved my promise, otherwise I wouldn't have asked him. I want to tell you that it's all right about the yacht--your sending for her, I mean. She'll be on hand to-morrow." "Thanks, Chancellor." Her tone had changed to one of complete weariness. "Now leave me, please." "Leave you," I exclaimed. "I'll do nothing of the kind! The two-day ban is off, and Monsieur has told me I can say anything I please!" "And having his permission to say anything you please, did you rehearse it before him, too?" This left me helpless, fervently wishing I'd had more of Tommy's experience with girls' moods. He knew a lot about them, and would have understood just what to do. But I felt suddenly enraged--not at her, but at everything, and cried: "I don't give a damn for him or his permission! He shan't take you away!" For the first time she smiled, and held out her hands to me, saying: "That's good-medicine-talk, Jack. I like it even if it won't cure me. Say it again--that you don't give a damn for him!" I would have said something in an entirely different way had not Echochee been moving about the next room, but I kneeled, leaning over her, keeping her hand and whispering: "He shan't dominate our lives! You're going back with me--don't you know you are?" "Don't make me sorry you came, Jack," she said softly. "I must go with him. So let's talk of other things and keep our last evening here from being a horror." "I've got to talk about it, as I've got to breathe and think and move and love you! It's all one! It's my existence, and if you went away it would be like tearing me to pieces!" "Oh, but don't you see that I must," she cried despairingly. "I didn't close my eyes all night, thinking, thinking, thinking! It was agony. It's agony now. But my decision's been through the fire, Jack, and I know I'm right!"
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