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t an ordinary man, crossing your path for the first and perhaps the only time. Good heavens! there was no reason why you should give a thought to me, why I should linger in your mind for half a moment after I was out of your sight. But for me--Haven't I told you how beautiful you are, Ida! You are the loveliest, the sweetest.--But, even if you had not been--I mean it is not because you are so beautiful that I love you--" She looked at him with a puzzled, troubled look. "No! I can't explain. See, now, there's not a look of yours, not a feature that I don't know by heart as if I'd learnt it. When I am away from you I can see you--see the way your hair clusters in soft little curls at your forehead, the long lashes sweeping your cheek, the--the trick your eyes have of turning from grey to violet--oh, I know your face by heart, and I _love_ it for its beauty; but if you were to lose it all, if you were not the loveliest creature God had ever made, it would make no difference. You would still be _you_: and it is you I want. Ida--give yourself to me--trust me! Oh, dearest, you don't know what love is! Let me teach you!" Once again he got hold of her hand; and she let it remain in his grasp; but her quiescence did not mean yielding, and he knew it. "No," she said, with a deep breath. "It is true that I do not know. And I am--afraid." A wan little smile that was more piteous than tears curved her lips: for "afraid" seemed strange coming from her, the fearless child of the hills and dales. "If--if I said 'yes'--Ah, but I do not!" she broke off as he made to draw her to him, and she shrank back. "I do not! I said 'if,' it would not be true; it would not be fair. For I do not know. I might be--sorry, after--after you had gone. And it would be too late then." "You're right," he assented, grimly. "Once I got you, no power on earth should make me let you go again." Her lips quivered and her eyes drooped before his. How strange a thing this love was, that it should change a man so! "I don't want to force you to answer," he said, after a pause. "Yes, I do! I'd give half the remainder of my life to hear you say the one word, 'yes.' But I won't. It's too--too precious. Ah, don't you understand! I want your love, your love, Ida!" "Yes, I understand," she murmured. "And--and I would say it if--if I were sure. But I--yes, I am all confused. It is like a dream. I want to think, to ask myself if--if I can do what you want."
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