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people whom that cheerful little woman toiled to maintain. It was a thing not to be done in any way you could contemplate it; and with a heartache the poor young doctor had turned his horse's head away from Grove Street, and left Bessie to toil on in her poverty. Bessie had escaped all that nowadays; but who could have forewarned the poor doctor that his elder brother, once the hope of the family--that clever Fred, whom all the others had been postponed to--he who with his evil reputation had driven poor Edward out of his first practice, and sent him to begin life a second time at Carlingford--was to drop listlessly in again, and lay a harder burden than a harmless old father-in-law upon the young man's hands--a burden which no grateful Bessie shared and sweetened? No wonder black Care sat at the young doctor's back as he drove at that dangerous pace through the new, encumbered streets. He might have broken his neck over those heaps of brick and mortar, and it is doubtful whether he would have greatly cared. When Dr Rider went home that night, the first sight he saw when he pulled up at his own door was his brother's large indolent shabby figure prowling up the street. In the temper he was then in, this was not likely to soothe him. It was not a much-frequented street, but the young doctor knew instinctively that his visitor had been away in the heart of the town at the booksellers' shops buying cheap novels, and ordering them magnificently to be sent to Dr Rider's; and could guess the curious questions and large answers which had followed. He sprang to the ground with a painful suppressed indignation, intensified by many mingled feelings, and waited the arrival of the maudlin wanderer. Ah me! one might have had some consolation in the burden freely undertaken for love's sake, and by love's self shared and lightened: but this load of disgrace and ruin which nobody could take part of--which it was misery so much as to think that anybody knew of--the doctor's fraternal sentiments, blunted by absence and injury, were not strong enough to bear that weight. "So, Fred, you have been out," said Dr Rider, moodily, as he stood aside on his own threshold to let his brother pass in--not with the courtesy of a host, but the precaution of a jailer, to see him safe before he himself entered and closed the door. "Yes, you can't expect a man to sit in the house for ever," said the prodigal, stumbling in to his brother's favourite
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